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How things changed

So this is the story where my life altered right in front of my own eyes.
I am going to start off with that i didnt lie to get attention when i said i was sobbing because i wasn't able to go to the meetup, i was being honest because i knew that i would. Never get to see them all together.

But the day of, Sunday, May 3rd, after i came back from a lunch my dad got my hopes up after beating them down for 2 days. i swiftly finish the rest of my chores and change because i figured my dad realized how much this meant to me and how much i desired it without my physically telling them.

So i finish my bathrooms and get my outfit with my sunnies that are hella similar to grapes, and wait down stairs

It was 1:45 and i knew something was up. i told my dad that the meetup was from 3-5 and since it is pretty far from me we would have to leave about an hour before hand. Being the nervous wreck i am, i send my little sister to ask if i am going and the response i get was horrible. the anger in his voice just to show me the cube reddit where it says that it isn't an official meetup therefore he cube members were at the beach to chill, and it is an opportunity for us to intrude their space when they are enjoying the beach and say hello.

Obviously we all know that is false because they clearly had their beach time on Wednesday of last week, and they hosted a meetup in the same exact place specifically for the fans.
Anyway i used that and my dad had to think of something to say, so to fill in the silence my mom starts to use everything against me because that what she does best, ruin her daughters hopes and dreams.

I was already tearing up because i got my hopes up just to be put down. As soon as my mom says the one sentence i hate i burst into tears and run out,

"This is why you shouldn't go, you act exactly like your little cousin"

Locking myself in my closet and crying in the dark.

My little cousin has some sort of disability where he acts like a 2 year old when he is 6. So she was low key making me feel like trash.

I hear the faint conversations my parents have discussing my break down until it get interrupted with the garage opening and my little sister screaming my name.

Reluctantly I open my closet door, wiping my tears and respond. she runs up to my room and tells me, "Do you want to go to the meetup or not?"

With hope in my eyes I grab a bag and stuff sharpies, chargers, and food.
While we were driving i brought a notebook and a pencil, i decide to write all of the cube members attending their name for them to sign.

After about a 2 hour ride, we arrive at 3:50. i walk down the pier and remember the little hall everyone walked down and when Mark saw a ferrari and started to talk about GTA

When i look over the little bridge i see a huge crowd of people and kids with diamond swords.
Literally running to my crowd i immediately stop when i see Straubs head. i begin to panic and give my bag to my dad who was legit forcing for me to go get shit signed. as soon as i turn around i am 3 ft away from TYBZI. Obviously fangirling i run back to my dad who pushed me back and I stu,ble to Straub.

Meeting straub-

My heart racing, I watch a girl in front of my give straub a drink. Frantically I flip through my pages to find where I wrote straubs name.

After the girl left and hugged straub I gripped onto my phone and did what i do best. scream.
Bending my knees slightly i open my arms and scream, "HI DAD!"
Straubs lets a tiny laugh out and Echoo walks up, after hearing my scream dad to a person who is only like 3 years older than me. Echoo looked down at the paper I bodly wrote