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The Frustration

Ugh.

That is all I can describe how I am feeling

I am having that pissed off day right now. School happened and I was not excited. There are the people there that make me so happy and the people that make me want to throw my lifeless body into a pit. Like HELLO leave me the fuck alone.

One thing that is contributing to this are the popular people. I am praying to Jeebus that no one that I know reads this because H O N E Y I would be dead

Why the fuck am I so scared of them. So basically, I was eating some pretty damn good food and candy. I sit near the office because there is shade, so my friends and I sit there. Well as I am placing my candy in my mouth with my eyes closed I hear a familiar voice call.

"Can I have one?" It was Grace. She is a popular Asian. She flips her hair off or her shoulder and I slowly open my eyes

I stutter and my heart starts to race. I look down at my left hand that was holding the candy and manage to croak, "S-sure"

She grabs one piece of my candy and place it in her mouth.

Why should I bow down to this popular biznatch?

Because she scares the shit out of me.

We are all the same. Then why is my school separated into classes. Popular, Jocks, Nerds, Asian Clique, Gamers, Try-to-be-cool kids, And those kids bring nick-nacks to campus.

Why can't people all see us the same.

WHY THE FUCK DO ALL OF THE GOOD LOOKING GUYS FOLLOW BEHIND THE POPULAR GIRLS.

LIKE I AM HERE HALLO! AM I TOO UGLY?!?!?!?!?!?

The second reason to my pissed off mood are my parents. The bug me every single second about my grades. I haven't really succeeded in my past grades but I am trying to.

I got my science grade back up to an A-. Happy mom?

No

I take a hard as fuck test and I fail. 20%. TWENTY F U C K I N G PERCENT. My B+ went strait down to a C+.

Guess how my parents reacted. They wanted to murder me. I am a disgrace to my family. All of my grades are B's except for 2 of my classes. And I know that some people would kill for a B, but my parents expect more from me, and I am failing them.

How would you feel to have 2 siblings that are so intelligent? They are their parents prized possession, they person they brag about to others?

It hurts

I am compared to them. I am the stupid daughter.

The mistake.

That's enough before I start to cry. I am a baby. I am going to post more rants on here, Q&A's, and tags maybe. My life has just turned into a nightmare and I am ready to share it with you guys. Peace punch, captain crunch. Bye