You're all I have (tate and violet)

chapter 3

songs for this chapter :

turn your face - little mix

maps - Megan Nicole

that whistle thing Tate did in murder house

"promise me you will never cut yourself again." he sucked the blood of my arm.
"I promise."
I did promise, but Tate also promised he would never let anyone or anything hurt me and the worst part is he let himself hurt me.

I took a deep breath and went to the bathroom. So many memories came back, the bathroom seemed so small, cold, lonely. This is the place where I met Tate, the place where it all started. I rolled up my sleeve and took the shiny blade, I knew it could save me from all the pain, it could stop my feelings for a few minutes and I could finally relax.

"Violet what the hell are you doing?" I froze the moment I heard his voice.

"That's none of your concern last time I checked." I tried to be sassy when in reality I just wanted to sit on the floor crying.

"Violet, I know you don't wanna have anything to do with me but you are my everything and I can't let you hurt yourself." he said in a shaky voice.

"Then why did you hurt me?" I wanted to know why he kissed Hayden.

"I did it so I could make one of the spirits in this house happy, that's the truth." he let his head down in hopes I wouldn't realize he's crying but that just made me cry.

"Really Tate? You think making Hayden happy is more important than my happiness?" I almost lost my voice.

"Hayden? what are you talking about? it was Nora." his face looked so confused, after all this he still plays innocent.

"Nora? You are fucking sick Tate you know that? How can you go kissing around Hayden and Nora after saying you love me?" I let out crying and screaming at the same time.

"I don't know what you are talking about I never kissed any of them . Nora is like a mother to me and Hayden is just a bitch who is bored so she looks around this house for people to make miserable." he said, I could see a little spark of truth in his eye but still he's a liar.

"Why did Hayden tell me you guys kissed?" I was so confused.

"I fucking swear I'm going to kill that lying bitch." his fists turned red as if he was getting ready to punch someone and I could see how mad he was. I believed him.

"No Tate stop there is nothing you can do about her she's dead, remember?" I put my hand on his arm to stop him from leaving the bathroom to hurt Hayden.

even by touching him I felt over 200 butterflies flying in my stomach. We were looking into each others eyes and I swear I could see the world outside this house in them, hell if I could look at them for the rest of my life I would they were so beautiful.The world stopped for a moment.

We both couldn't help but get closer to eachother until my father's annoying voice stopped us from downstairs "Violet!! Constance is going to the grocery store do you want anything?"

"no." I screamed and did an awkward twirl to avoid looking at Tate .

"I'm really sorry about that." I said with an awkward face expression.

"I'm not, the only thing I'm sorry about is your father interrupting us." Tate said. I couldn't help but laugh at basic Tate.

"Damn that smile is so beautiful I swear I could stare at it all day." he moved and I thought he would sit next to me but instead he took the blade out of the sink and flushed it down the toilet.

"if I ever see this again you will be in big trouble." I saw a little smirk in his face but I knew he was being serious. Finally he sat next to me.

"Tate, what were you saying about Nora ?" I almost forgot about it.

"The reason that I raped your mother was because I promised Nora a baby and your mom was the only one who could give it to me." he said with his head resting on his knees , I could feel the sorrow.

"that's kind of sweet in some weird, twisted way but that still doesn't make it okay." I couldn't believe it, but I was happy that I finally got the truth from him.

"I know Violet and trust me I think about it every day and I regret it so much, but that was before we fell in love. It could've been different and I can make it different,I will make it different. Now kiss me for the love of God!" I couldn't help but lean into him and place my cold lips that have been waiting for this since the day I told him to go away.

The moment my lips touched his they became warm and I swear I could feel my whole body fill with life. Tate grabbed my hair and put his soft hand on my face.

"I love you." I said meaning it like never before.

"I love you more." he said , pulling a smile across his beautiful face.

we sat there ; me laying my head on Tate's shoulder while him playing with my dirt blonde hair and whistling in my ear making it tingle. I felt so safe as if I was in a fairytail, I haven't felt this way in years. He pressed a kiss against my forehead until a voice stopped us "Violet what the hell have you been doing in the bathroom for two..."

when he saw the face that was next to me he couldn't finish his sentence, his mouth opened and eyes widened in disbelief. I was just waiting for the moment he would bash Tate's head against the wall which he did.

hey luvs I brought back a little Tate and Violet and I can say I'm so happy, hope u guys liked this chapter and the next chapter