You're all I have (tate and violet)

chapter 9

"You will regret doing this Ben! You will pay!" Tate screamed, punched the wall and disappeared somewhere in this dark house.

"Thank you for ruining my life once again! I hate you!" I cried. I always tried my best to hide my tears in front of my dad because he always saw me as a strong, cold stone girl but I couldn't pretend and hold it in no longer.

"You will thank me one day Violet but now go to your room and make sure I don't see him near you." he tried to be calm and he pointed to the stairs.

I started crying even more and my dad tried to hug me. Who the hell does he think he is to just wreck my life and try to 'hug it out'? I can't stand him he makes me so depressed and ugh.

I pushed him away, ran up to my room and slammed the door as hard as I could. I can't believe he can take away the thing I love most, if I wasn't already dead I swear I would kill my self.

What about Tate? Shit. He must be really mad at me. I'm so scared and sorry. I buried my face into the pillow in hopes to make my thoughts go away and my tears to dry up.

Just when I get fixed I brake once again. Ugh I hate this. I hate not being able to feel pain anymore. I used to cut to make my thoughts go away and the pain helped me but now I'm just left here with my thoughts , sorrow and guilt. It's my fault that Tate lost his temper and now he's doing God knows what in this house.

A bang on my window stopped my thoughts. Someone threw a large rock. I oppened the window to see what it was.

"Your dad said I couldn't be near you, so I'm a floor beneath you." Tate said throwing black rose petals through my window.

"I painted them black, I know how you don't like normal things." Tate smiled.

"You're first boy to ever hit on me with the same pickup line twice." we both laughed.

"Don't cry baby girl no one is worth your tears." he noticed the tears in my eyes and frowned.

I wiped my tears and smiled. Tate was right, I shouldn't be crying because of my dad. One day he will realize how wrong he is and will beg for my forgiveness.

"I'm gonna come up there." Tate said throwing the last few petals at me.

"Tate you can't. I really want you too but if my dad sees..."

"What's the worst possible thing he can do? We are dead! He can't do shit to us! We can even go to invisible mode!" Tate was trying to get me to change my mind.

"You don't know the things my dad is capable of doing, plus if a ghost is paying attention it can feel who is in the room." I tried to remind Tate.

"But violet, I need to be with you. Right now, tomorrow, forever...I can't live without you, I won't live with out you."

"We will find a way Tate. I promise." Tate went back into the house. And disappeared somewhere inside without me. I put the palm of my hand on my cheeks imagining it was Tate and lied on the bed.

Just when I was about to fall a sleep a rock hit my window once again. I went to my window to see who it was even though I was sure I knew who it was.

"Since I can't hold you I can hold your hat." Tate said throwing around my hat and catching it. I must have left it in the kitchen.

"Cmon Tate throw it back up."

"No way! The only way that you can get your hat back is if I come upstairs and hand it personally to you." He had a huge smirk on his face.

"Oh my God I hate you!" I said laughing. Tate was throwing the hat up teasing me and I was trying to catch it.

"Oh my God I love you." every time those words left his mouth I felt alive. Those words just reminded me that in this world I am not alone and that I have someone who I can count on. He's the first boy to ever make me feel like that.