You're all I have (tate and violet)

chapter 7

If someone asked me what scares me I would describe the situation I am in right now.

Tate was holding Maya. She was kissing his neck. Tears started rushing down my face.I couldn't help myself I had to run. Tate was staring at me with a confused look as if he didn't know me. I ran out of the room. I was too weak to stay there. Makeup was running down my face and I made it even worse by rubbing my hands all over my face. My heart broke. It was worse than the moment I found out Tate had raped my mom.

"Violet! wait!" I heard Josh yell while running after me.

I couldn't stop running. I didn't know where I was going but anywhere close to Tate was the wrong place. I'm such a fucking loser. I let him fool me again and again. I can't believe I actually thought he changed. "maybe he wasn't a good person." the words the guy from the library told me kept playing in my head. I should've listened to him and my dad.

"Violet I'm so sorry." Josh finally caught me and hugged me as tight as he could.

"I'm sorry for wrecking your party. I'll leave now." I wasn't even sure if he understood me.

"I'm not letting you leave." I placed my head on his shoulder. For a minute I felt safe in his arms. All the betrayal had me going crazy. I got his whole suit wet but he didn't mind, he was just comforting me with his touch and little "violet it's going to be, fine trust me"'s

I stood there for a while in his arms but I thought it wasn't the right thing to do.

"I'm just gonna wash my face." it wasn't really an excuse because I was sure I looked like shit althought I felt like shit too.

"Okay, do you want me to go with you?" Josh asked while he was wiping the tears off my face.

"No. I'm fine thanks." I lied and left.

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"I'm such a failure! I hate my self!" I screamed into the mirror.

I was here alone, with my worst enemy of the all - my thoughts. Why does shit like this always have to happen to me? The only thing I've ever cared for just left me. I live for the air he breathes, for his smile and this whole time I thought I was the one who made him smile. Basic Violet. I always have to screw stuff up with my stupid feelings.

"Why are you crying baby?" Tate's arms wrapped around my neck.

"Get your disgusting hands off of me! Who the hell do you think you are? You think you can just use me whenever you want and just leave me?" I pushed his arms away. Tate was looking at me confused as if he didn't know what I was talking about. I can't believe him I can't even look at his face.

"I know I've said some shit but you didn't seem to mind it when you were cuddling with prince charming." He was pissed

"I'm not even gonna answer that. You know I love you and I would never ever kiss a guy when I'm crazy about you! And I thought you felt the same way about me, but you really feel that way about Maya." I wasn't even crying anymore I was screaming. I was screaming so loud because these are the words I have been trying to gather up all night. I'm broken.

"That new chick Maya? She tried to get something going on between us when she told me you and John kissed." Tate started crying. He was so heartbroken. I wish I could kiss him and hug him but he doesn't deserve it.

"You think I'm blind or do you think I'm stupid? I saw you guys kissing she was all over you!" just the thought of it made me wanna throw up.

"Violet are you drugged or something? I don't know what are you talking about." we were both crying.

"This is why we can't be together! you always lie and act like you don't know what anyone is talking about." I let out not thinking it through but I didn't regret it.

"Please Violet. Don't tell me to go away." Tate was panicking and crying at the same time trying to hold me.

"I won't Tate. I'll go away this time, I'm strong enough." I wasn't strong enough but I left. I knew it was the right thing.

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It's been a few days maybe even weeks. Who knows. I haven't seen Tate I don't even wanna see him. I've been hiding in the room that no one uses. It's just me and my thoughts. Josh looks out of the window every day hoping I will come by. Little does he know I've been here the whole time. A part of me told myself that I should talk to Maya about this whole thing or maybe even rip all the hair off her head. I had too.

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"Hi." I greeted Maya as politely as I could when all I could think about was smashing her head against the wall.

"hey girl. Honestly I'm really sorry about the whole thing with Brandon. Is he your boyfriend or something? I didn't mean to upset you." she hugged me. Who the hell was she talking about.

"Brandon?" did she mix up Tate's name or something.

"Yeah. When you started to cry in front of the room." she seemed as confused as I was.

"You know what. I have to go to school now I'll catch you later." I came up with an excuse. I had to find out what was she talking about.

"Tate!!" I was screaming while running around the whole house in hopes for him to answer me.

"I have been waiting for you to say that for six days." Tate smiled and started coming closer to me.

"Tate I'm not here to forgive you. I'm here to talk." I backed away from him.

"Okay what do you wanna talk about?" Tate said hoping that this talk would solve all our problems.

"Why did you tell Maya your name is Brandon?" I asked him. He was laughing until he realized I was being serious.

"Brandon? why would I say that?" he looked like he was telling the truth but if anyone can pull of the innocent face its definitely Tate Langdon .

"I don't know Tate. I also don't know why would you kiss her?" I bit on my check to stop me from crying.

"Violet I didn't do it I swear!" He was crying and trying to stay calm but we both know he couldn't do it. He started banging his hands against the walls I tried to stop him.

"Tate stop it! This isn't the solution to your mistake." I grabbed him by the arm. Once I touched him I felt like all the bad memories left but sadly it was. just for a minute.

"Can you two stop it? The owners will be back soon." a voice came out.

I couldn't believe what I just saw. I don't know if I was dreaming or was this real.

"Oh I'm Brandon.Sorry for my bad manners I guess I got them from my brother, Tate."

Thank you sososososososo much for 2k reads I'm speechless!!! this chapter isn't the longest but its okay I guess. For anyone that's confused Constance once said she had another kid who was also normal and like Tate so yeah! ilysm and hope you like this chapter. remember if you know any friends who might like this fanfic tell them about it.