Downfall

JM

-this chapter has mentions of sexual assault-

It was around two in the morning when whimpers were heard throughout the bedroom. Jimin was having another nightmare. The dark and quiet house made the sounds echo. Jimin curled up in the fetal position trying to find comfort. His face started to get wet with the tears that were continuously leaving his eyes. It wasn't until one of the house managers heard the sounds coming from upstairs.

She sighed knowing it was Jimin. He was a nightmare almost every night from his trauma that came from his childhood. She quietly walked up the stairs not wanting to wake anyone else up. "Jimin are you alright?" He didn't respond but kept crying. The kind old lady walked to his side gently petting his head. His sounds started to quiet down as he was getting comforted. She held his head in her arms soothing the young boy.

A few minutes later Jimin's crying had stopped. The lady wiped his tears before placing the blankets over him making sure he was comfortable. This happens every night at the same time. It's like Jimin's body is setting a timer for him to have these horrible nightmares. Jimin feels so guilty for having the house managers wake up in the early morning to comfort him. Most of the kids are ok with it but some think Jimin's faking it for attention.

They think that it's not fair that Jimin gets extra attention and comfort. No matter how many times Jimin tells them that he's not, they won't listen. Jimin's nightmares consist of the same things. When Jimin was just a little pup he had witnessed his parents murders. It was a stormy night when it happened. Jimin was just four years old. A man had broken into their house but saw his parents.

Jimin had been fast asleep but woke up to screaming. He felt scared and tiptoed into his parents room where he had seen a man repeatedly stabbing his parents to death. Jimin had ran to his room hiding in his secret hiding spot which was under his bed. He stayed there till he heard the front door open and shut. Everything that he was holding in was let out. Jimin sobbed for what felt like hours, not wanting to believe that his parents were gone.

The neighbors had heard the screaming and called the police to go check on the family. When the police had found Jimin it was heartbreaking. The sight of little Jimin hiding under the bed quietly crying. It was traumatizing for Jimin to see his parents dead bodies being carried out on stretchers. No one his family members wanted to take him in which is how he ended up in the orphanage.

Ever since he was four he's been in the house hoping that someone would adopt him but no one ever did. Now that he's eighteen he's grown so much. The orphanage knew that they were supposed to kick Jimin out when he turned eighteen but they knew that someone as innocent as Jimin wouldn't survive a day out alone so they decided to keep him in for longer. Everyone has always told Jimin that he's grown into a very beautiful boy and it's true. No one can deny the fact that he is beautiful. Every detail of his is perfect. His crooked teeth add cuteness to his smiles, his short height makes him even cuter, his small hands, and his scent is the best.

He smells like cinnamon and vanilla. The little ones in the orphanage love to snuggle up against Jimin since his scent calms them. Many of the alphas in the house that are Jimin's age have always tried to date him but he's too innocent and doesn't see the signs. The ladies at the house have to calm the young alphas down since their hormones are raging at this age. One thing that triggers the alphas is when Jimin carries the babies in the orphanage.

The image of Jimin being their mate and having their babies just triggers something in their minds. Many times Jimin has been tackled to the floor since the alphas just couldn't control themselves. Unfortunately there's some bad wolves in the orphanage and have taken advantage of Jimin. At fifteen when Jimin's nightmares first started the house managers thought of an idea to let someone sleep in bed with him so someone could comfort him when he has his nightmares.

That did not go to plan. The first few nights no one had heard Jimin crying from his room so they thought the plan had worked. What they didn't know is that Jimin had been getting touched all night long by the boy that was sleeping in the bed with him. Jimin's very small and doesn't know how to defend himself. Every night he had a hand pressed against his mouth while his private areas had been touched.

The boy had told Jimin that this was normal to do. Jimin didn't like it but the boy was older than him and Jimin was always told that the older ones know best. It wasn't until one of the house managers had a bad feeling. She noticed that the boy who was sleeping in Jimin's bed was always snickering about something with his group of friends and Jimin was acting off. Once the lady had a chance to be alone with Jimin she had a talk with him.

It was that night that Jimin found out that he was being taken advantage of. The lady comforted Jimin as he sobbed in her arms. Jimin considered that boy his friend and someone he could trust but that was all gone. He didn't know that all those nights he was getting assaulted. From that night on he had his own room that had a lock on the door. The only people that could open the door were the house managers. Lots of the kids in the house were jealous of Jimin that he got his own room while the others had to share.

Most of the kids thought that Jimin was getting special treatment but all they're doing is just trying to keep an innocent boy like Jimin safe.

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Jimin is currently waking up to his alarm. He slowly got up seeing that the sun was rising up. It had been almost three years since his assault and he's been doing well. That boy had been adopted and was now long gone which he is so grateful for. He got his clothes on heading downstairs for breakfast. When he went downstairs he saw one of the three year old's crying. He pouted going over to her.

"What's wrong Ji-ye?" He picked her up gently patting her back. She snuggled close to Jimin inhaling his scent. "Are you ears growing more?" When kids are younger their ears and tails aren't fully grown yet until they are around eighteen. It is quite painful, almost like when a baby is teething. This little girl was still growing her ears so it's the reason why she's crying. Jimin gently bounced her, calming the crying girl. Ji-ye calmed down while snuggling with Jimin.

He smiled, kissing her head. Jimin loved moments like these. He always wanted to have his own kids knowing they would be so cute. Everyone knows that Jimin's the maternal type. He loves to take care of the kids and loves the thought of having a kid. He knows that since he's an omega he can get pregnant which is something he's waiting for. Even though he doesn't know how to get pregnant he knows he wants to.

From a very young age Jimin used to always tell everyone that he wanted to be a mommy. They all knew that Jimin would make a good parent. Jimin sat down with the girl on the floor starting to play with her. Some more of the toddlers crawled over starting to play with Jimin. Jimin sighed looking at all the little kids around him. He really hopes he can have a kid one day with someone special.