Downfall

scared

Jimin had just fallen asleep when his bedroom door slowly opened. Jungkook made sure he was really asleep before creeping over and climbing on the bed. For a few minutes he was hovering over Jimin just watching him. He gently caressed his face which started to wake Jimin up. When he saw Jimin's eyes open he panicked and quickly covered Jimin's mouth to make sure he wouldn't scream. "Don't. Move."

Jimin nodded, wanting Jungkook to just let go of him. The memories of him being assaulted started coming back. He was in this exact position. Pinned against the bed with a hand to his mouth. Jungkook was slightly confused on why Jimin was crying but figured that Jimin was just being dramatic. Jimin let out a sob trying to kick but his legs were quickly pinned down. "Shh just stay quiet." Jimin's eyes were shot open as he got flashbacks from what had happened to him.

It was a quiet night with Jimin peacefully sleeping. That was until he felt a hand get pressed against his mouth. His eyes shot open from the lack of air. Jimin was so confused until he saw someone on top of him. A hand started to pull down his pants which made him panic. He tried his best to fight off but the boy was way stronger than him. "Stay quiet." Jimin wiggled around starting to get dizzy from the lack of oxygen.

"Just let me finish and it'll be over. The more you move the longer it takes." Jimin continuously sobbed wanting this to be over already. "I know you like me the best out of all the boys here. Just admit it already." "I-I don't like you!" With that he got slapped. Jimin sobbed not wanting to go through this anymore. "Now you're going to let me fuck you." "No please a-anything but that!" "Shut up and let me do what I want!" Jimin squeezed his legs praying that nothing bad would happen to him. He felt so violated and this kept going on for months. Fortunately, one of the house staff noticed and it came to a stop. 

Now it's happening again. Jimin was quietly sobbing and yelling at Jungkook but it got muffled by the big hand over his mouth. "Stop yelling." "S-Stop it." 

He whispered the words out trying not to get Jungkook any more angrier. Jungkook slowly took his hand off his mouth, opting to pet him instead. "Hyung s-stop it." He didn't listen. "Stop it. Please s-stop it. I said stop it!" Jimin sobbed as he yelled and tried to push him away. "Why are you so scared of me?" "You're h-hurting me." "I didn't even touch you." Jimin sniffled not knowing if he should tell Jungkook about what has happened to him. "D-Don't touch me!" Jimin cried trying to cover himself with the blankets. "I think you're hiding something from me." "T-Too scared to t-tell you." "You can tell me." "You're gonna h-hate me." "Why would you think that?" "I'm d-disgusting."

Jungkook sighed, petting his head. He frowned when Jimin flinched away from him. "If you tell me, maybe I can help you." Jimin's never opened up to anyone about this so it's going to be really tough. "You don't have to tell me." "No I-I'll tell you." Jimin sniffled gently holding Jungkook's hand. "A boy d-did something bad to m-me." "What did he do?" Jungkook felt a little nervous hoping it wasn't what he thought.

"I used to have a-a lot of nightmares at the orphanage so the h-house staff thought it would be a good idea to let s-someone sleep in bed with me." Jungkook already knew what he was going to say. "The first two night were normal but a-after that he started to t-touch me. I didn't know what h-he was doing but all I knew was that i-it was scary." Jimin sobbed and quickly hugged Jungkook. "I'm so gross a-and weak." "Don't say that about yourself." "You did w-what he did to me." "I did?"

Jimin sniffled and gave him a nod. "He pinned me to the bed a-and covered my mouth with his h-hand." "Oh Jimin, I'm so sorry. I just wanted to come look at you and when you woke up I panicked and just did that." "It's ok, y-you didn't know." "I'm really glad that you told me about that." "Never told a-anyone else." "Why'd you tell me then?" "Because I trust you." You do?" Jimin nodded just wanting to be held at the moment.

"Is he still at the orphanage?" "No h-he got adopted." Jungkook rubbed his back trying to comfort him the best he could. "I'm really sorry that happened to you." "It was scary." "You'll never have to go through that again. I'll make sure it doesn't." "T-Thanks hyung." "Can I cuddle you?" "Mhm." "Are you comfortable enough?" "Yeah i-it's fine, I trust you." Jungkook smiled and hugged Jimin. "I'm sorry I scared you earlier I just uh I don't like seeing you with Taehyung."

Jimin pouted and hugged him. "Why do you not like him? He's really nice to me." "I don't want to see you get hurt by him." "He won't hurt me." "I don't like him kissing you." "But it's fun." "What if he takes advantage of you?" "He won't." "I'll kill him if he does." Jimin quietly giggled snuggling onto him. "You're acting so jealous, hyung." "I'm not jealous." "You sure act like you are." Jungkook hummed before giving him a kiss on the head. "Hyung, can you help me figure out what to wear tomorrow?" "Why?" "I wanna look nice for Tae at school."

Jungkook held his breath and squeezed his eyes shut. "I think you look nice in whatever you wear." Jimin blushed when he heard that. "But I wanna look extra nice for him." "Are you going to change yourself for him?" "No I-I just wanna look nice for him." "Has he been telling you that you don't look nice enough?" "No but- "I don't want you seeing him anymore." "B-But hyung!" "You're not going to date someone that tells you that you don't look nice enough."

Jimin pouted and moved away from him. "You're such a meanie head to me." "I'm just trying to keep you safe." "You're just trying to keep me unhappy." "No, I'm trying to keep you out of a toxic relationship." "I already told you that he didn't say that to me." "Then why are you trying to change your appearance for him?" "Well if you liked someone wouldn't you want to look nice when you see them?" "Looking nice and changing your appearance is different." "I'm not even changing my appearance, I just want to wear a nice outfit tomorrow!"

Jimin started to cry, feeling so frustrated at the moment. "Stop crying and break things off with him." "No." "No?" "No, I'm not going to stop hanging out with him just because you're jealous!" "I'm not jealous!" "Then why do you care so much about him? You kiss other people and you don't hear me crying to you about it!" "I. Do. Not. Kiss. Other people!" "That's what you're known for at school! Don't try and act like I don't hear what everyone is saying about you."

Jungkook scoffed and crossed his arms. "And what may they be saying about me?" "That you go out to parties all the time, that you've had so many different girlfriends, and that you've slept with every girl in the school!" "So you're going to believe some rumors instead of me?" Jimin got stuck hearing that. Yes Jungkook has a fuckboy vibe but he's never actually seen it himself. "Well- "Are you going to believe a little group of girls instead of me?" "N-No!" "Then why are you trying to use that against me!?" "Because I wanted to!"

Jimin pouted before hugging his plushie. Jungkook sighed before scooting close to Jimin. "I just don't want you to get hurt." "Tae won't hurt me." "Ok just let me know if he does bad stuff to you." "Thanks hyung." Jimin gave him a hug which allowed Jungkook to smother his face where he wanted to. Even though Jimin knew what he was doing was inappropriate, he allowed him since he liked the feeling.

Jungkook quickly snapped out of it and stopped what he was doing. He screamed at himself hating what he did. Jimin had just told him his sexual assault story and he's now trying to touch him!? Jungkook removed his face from there which made Jimin pout. He had been liking that feeling. Even though Jimin was confused on why Jungkook had moved away, he shrugged it off and got comfortable. Many blankets were wrapped around both of them. Extra warmth was provided to the two as they cuddled. Jimin smiled feeling so comfortable at the moment not wanting the night to end.