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Six months later
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The couple have changed drastically since their huge fight. A lot of tv shows have that one couple that have a lot of people wondering 'why the fuck are they still together?' That was their relationship. Jimin was constantly pissing Jungkook off on purpose. Jungkook on the other hand was using Jimin as something to show off to people. They regularly had physical fights along with verbal ones. Their neighbors in the motel are always knocking on their door since their fights get really loud.

The baby didn't know about this since they only fight when the baby is sleeping. He's used to them yelling but doesn't know about the hitting. Jimin has been good at covering his bruises with his expert makeup skills. Jungkook has been annoyed at Jimin's teasing. Jimin went back to working at a club and comes back all drunk to tell Jungkook about how many different guys have been touching him that night. That's when most of their physical fights start. Tonight was no different.

Jimin mostly dances for drugs but sometimes he gets money. He came back with a few sandwich bags of cocaine. "Does hyungie wanna know how I got this?" "No I don't." "I'm gonna tell you anyways~" Jungkook rolled his eyes as Jimin told him what happened. "Y'know, this guy gave me an idea. He told me that I should sell my slick in jars." "That's fucking disgusting." "Your rules were no touching underneath my clothes and no kissing so this isn't breaking the rules."

Jungkook sighed as he felt annoyed. "Well if you're not gonna let me do it then you can go back to your withdrawal symptoms." He hated when this happened. Jimin always used this to get what he wanted. He knew that Jungkook suffers a lot when he stops taking the drugs. "Are you gonna do that in front of them?" "Can I?" "Too dangerous."

Jimin whined when he heard that. He would've definitely gotten a twenty for that. "Are you telling me that those guys turn you on?" "Why do you think I like the job?" "You whore." "You love me~" Jimin gave him a long kiss before going to the kitchen to start looking for jars. "You should make them bring their own jars." "I guess I should." Jungkook watched as Jimin laid on the bed with his skirt all up.

He gave Jimin's ass a slap before getting on the bed next to him. Jungkook can't really tell if Jimin does the job because he gets turned on by it or because he wants the drugs. Jimin doesn't have that bad of a withdrawal since he doesn't need that much in his system to get him high. He always comes back with slick drenching his panties. They haven't had sex ever since they had gotten the news of Kang Ji being his baby.

Jimin's been wanting to do it for a while. He does want to do it since he has needs and misses the pleasurable feeling but he's still scared. Jimin felt so bad when Jungkook had to go through his rut alone. He had tried to convince Jungkook to at least let him suck him off but he wouldn't budge. Jimin was so confused last week. How does he feel comfortable dancing almost naked for random strangers but not comfortable to have sex with his boyfriend who he trusts so much?

He had finally talked to a therapist after Jungkook had begged him. It turns out his trauma caused him to be afraid of intimate relationships. The boy that raped him was one of Jimin's really close friends which is why the orphanage had chosen him to sleep in the room with Jimin. That's why he's more comfortable around strangers who he'll probably only see twice than Jungkook. It was really sad for Jimin to be told that since he really loves his hyung. They were currently cuddling on the bed together. "Hyungie I wanna- "No." "But hyung." "The therapist said that we should heal your trauma before having sex again."

Jimin whined as he didn't want to wait. "What if it takes all my life to overcome this trauma? I don't wanna die after only getting dicked down a few times." "You don't need to have sex all the time." "You might not but I do." Jungkook rolled his eyes when he heard that. "Fingering?" "Nope." "Come on! I haven't cum in months." "I'm not stopping you from using your fingers." "They're too short so get over here and help me." "There's literally a sex store a few blocks down."

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