Downfall

JK

Jungkook was lying in his bed silently smoking. His room smelled of smoke but he didn't care as he liked the scent. The only sounds in his room were the sounds his ceiling fan made, other than that it was silent. His lungs started to fill with smoke which caused a burning sensation. He loved it though. As he was smoking his bedroom door opened. "Gosh you need to open a window or something." "What is it?"

His appa sighed leaning against the door. "You're getting a sibling in a few weeks." "A what?!" "A sibling." "I don't want one!" "You're lucky you're not sharing a room with them but this is what your eomma wants." "I don't give a fuck what she wants I'm not dealing with some little twerp!" "You don't even know who they are." "I don't wanna know who they are." "We're leaving tomorrow after school to go look at what type of kids are at the orphanage." "I'll pass." "At least clean up your room a bit. Please?" "Fine but if they come into my room they're getting hit."

His appa rolled his eyes leaving the room. Jungkook did not want a sibling. He's fine on his own. He didn't want to be sharing his snacks with someone else. He groaned, putting the cigarette out on the ashtray. The eighteen year old felt so annoyed that someone else would be staying next door to him. He really hoped his parents would choose someone like him not wanting to deal with a little kid that would drive him insane.

-

It was around six in the morning when Jungkook's alarm went off. He groaned, slamming his phone. Jungkook sat up in bed lazily walking towards the bathroom with his eyes halfway closed. He grabbed his toothbrush and started to brush his teeth while checking on his phone. While showering he smelled breakfast being made downstairs. His eomma makes very good food. After getting dressed he got his backpack before heading downstairs.

"Oh my gosh you smell like smoke." "I don't smell anything." She sighed while spraying some cologne on Jungkook. "There you go now, come eat."

-

Jungkook was at school smoking in the hallways. Everyone was whispering and squealing at how Jungkook was so handsome. He was ignoring them using his phone while walking to his classroom. The teacher always made him put his cigarettes out which he hates since they help him focus. When he walked in only a few people were sitting at their seats. He sat in the back placing his bag down next to him. The teacher walked in the room talking about some assignment they had upcoming this week.

Jungkook ignored the teacher, focusing on some posts online. It wasn't until he noticed a pair of shoes next to his desk. He looked up seeing his teacher. "Give it." Jungkook rolled his eyes, handing the teacher his phone. Before the teacher left Jungkook pulled out his box of cigarettes ready to light a stick. "That too." Jungkook groaned, handing him the box but secretly had another one.

Now that both forms of his entertainment were gone there was nothing for him to do. He rested back in his chair trying to understand what the teacher was talking about. Some bullshit about dividing the root of some number. Half of the kids weren't even paying attention to the teacher just waiting for the class to be over. Jungkook was falling asleep still laying back on his chair. School was the place where he got the most sleep at.

It's quite relaxing actually. The only sound in the room was the teacher talking which gave background noise. As he was enjoying his short nap it was interrupted by the teacher slamming his hand on the desk. Jungkook groaned, opening his eyes. "What do you want?" "This isn't preschool so stop napping." "Your lesson is so boring." "Then why don't you go up there and teach the class instead?" "You're the one getting paid, not me, so go do your job."

The teacher grumbled something about kids being disrespectful these days before going back to the front of the class. Jungkook smirked knowing he won against the teacher.

-

It was now lunch time and Jungkook was on the rooftop of the school having a smoke. He never ate lunch at school since the food was disgusting and he was too lazy to pack his own lunch or go out to buy food. He started thinking of how his life was now going to change since he was going to have a new sibling. He wondered if his new sibling is going to be an annoying little brat or someone like him.

It hurt him a little knowing that his parents are getting a new child. He knows it's because they don't like him. Tears started to fill his eyes before running down his face. He sobbed knowing his parents were going the extra mile just to get a different kid than him. It hurt. Hurt him a lot. He sniffled, wiping his tears before finishing his cigarette. People say that he is one that never shows his emotions.

It's actually more that no one will listen to him when he tries to express himself. He got tired of people talking over him and opted for just staying silent. The society he lives in believes that alphas shouldn't show emotions because they're supposed to be strong. It's very toxic to believe that because anyone can show emotion especially if you're as broken as Jungkook. He's always been compared to other kids since he was little and now his parents are even getting a whole new child.

To relieve his emotions Jungkook either works out or locks himself in his room quietly sobbing into a pillow. He mainly works out which is why he has such a nice body. It's quite disturbing to find out the reason why Jungkook's body is so nice. His body isn't the way it is because he wants it to look like that, it's like that because the only way to release his emotions is working out. Jungkook sometimes hates to look at his body because it's a reminder of all the bad things he's trying to release. He's currently in the bathroom lighting yet another cigarette. His family always tells him to stop smoking since it'll kill him faster but he doesn't care. He knows he'll probably die alone.

Why not do it quicker? Jungkook softly chuckled at his thoughts. He's spent years looking for his mate but there's no one. Maybe he's just meant to be alone. The bell rang which snapped him out of his thoughts. He sighed walking towards his class not caring how late he would be.

When he finally arrived at his class he was five minutes late. "Jungkook- "I know I'm late." He sat down in his chair pulling out his phone. The teacher sighed not caring what he did anymore and continued on with her teaching. Many of the kids were focusing in class since their exams were in the next coming months. Jungkook could care less about the exams knowing his parents were never satisfied with anything he has ever accomplished.

While the teacher was teaching Jungkook was randomly drawing in his notebook. With no phone he felt so bored. It's very hard for Jungkook to actually focus in class since it's boring to him. Nothing in school has ever interested him. His parents ruined it for him. Before he used to love art and math but after his parents criticized everything about his grades or work. He gave up knowing he was never going to make his parents happy.

His teachers were confused as to why Jungkook's grades suddenly dropped. He never told anyone not wanting teachers to help him. It's very annoying to be pulled out of class and taken to the counselors office. They always tried to help him but soon enough they gave up on Jungkook as well. Jungkook just felt like everyone was giving up on him.

-

School had just ended and Jungkook was on his way to the front office to collect his phone and cigarettes. He was lazily walking not in a hurry anywhere. His parents had probably already left to pick up his new sibling. When he got back to the office most of the staff had left except for a few people. Once he got his things he walked out the front door getting into his car. The drive home was relaxing. Jungkook had his music blasting and the window down so he could feel the air.

When he arrived home his parents' car was gone and the house was cleaned. Jungkook sighed, taking off his shoes before heading upstairs. His wolf was acting strange for some reason. What could be the cause of this feeling?