Chasing The Tomorrow(Editing)

PROLOUGE

I woke up feeling dizzy,maybe just because of the alcohol last night.

[Hey rielle,uhmm im here at the mall waiting for you. Dont be late]kimmy said on the other line

Na alala ko yung sinabe niya saka ako nagbihis nang madalian. Sinuot ko ang casual outfit ko. Skinny jeans,a croptop and a pink jacket plus a sneakers shoes.

"Am i late?"tanong ko

"Na ah,tara na baka umalis na iyon"sabi niya

"Ah mauna ka nalang muna"i said

Tumango siya at umalis na,umupo muna ako sa bench dahil hingal na hingal na ako. Tumayo naman ako kaagad pagkatapos kong magpahinga.

I was walking peacufully when i met eyes into someone i familiar with,chase. Hes here.

Nagkasalubong ang mga mata namin ngunit ibinaling ko kaagad ang tingin ko sa iba. Alam ko na sa sarili kona kailanman ay hindi na ako mahuhulog sa kanya. Never.

Dinaanan ko lamang siya ngunit hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. I didn't know why but i dont like it

"Excuse me?"i raised an eyebrow "pakibitawan ho ang kamay ko"

"O-oh sorry,i thought you were hana."sagot niya

Oh,so naging sila nang babaeng sinabe niya na kaibigan niya lang? How jerk!

"Tagal mo naman"sambit ni kim habang lumalapet ha saakin "bukas nalang daw dahil may emergency ngayon"

Dinestract ko kaagad ang sarili ko at binaling ang tingin kay kim, I just don't want to worry her. And chase? Ughh its giving me a heart attack

"O-oh,okay"sagot ko

"Ayos ka lang?"tanong niya

"Uhhh,y-yeah"i said nervously

Umalis na kami kahit ayaw niya pa,her crush was there kaya todo effort siya na mapansin.

"You know,that guy from the mall looks familiar"she said thinking"maybe ill met him somewhere"

"Hmmm?"tanong ko

"Ah!" Sigaw niya "yes i know him,siya yung ex mo!"

"The fuck kim?!,bat mopa sinisigaw"i yelled

"Wla para mas entense"she giggled

Yeah the fact that i saw him was not like you ment, hindi ko siya namiss or ano pa i would never be!. Billions of people but he's the only one dont want to see with.

Ewan ko nga rin at sa lahat lahat nang lalake sa mundo  ay bat  siya pa ang nakilala ko,the heartless person. Taong walang pakialam sa nararamdaman nang iba.

Like how would he could face me like that was easy?

Wala ba siyang puso?

Well maybe he is.

Fuck.

"You said, you'll supported me whenever what im happy with. Look im happy,with her"he smiled

"O-oh, congrats you both deserves each other" i said giving him a fake smile

I ran there crying. Its still...still hurts. Maybe One day I'll realize that he's not the person that meant with me.

"I always love you my life"i said from afar "i always will"

Diko inakalang ang taong minahal ko nang husto ay siya ring mananasakit sakin ng ganto.