Chasing The Tomorrow(Editing)

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After of our long long 5 months here in Philippines for a shooting. Direk said that we could have a time for us to celebrate what celebration what is it,and next year will be our movie to be shown on cinema. Worldwide.

“gala”bria said

“tara arat”kim replied “sama ko si kiko ha?"she said

Kiko is Bria's boyfriend our our cousin. We're quadro but since he took an another university he left. But he never be forgotten to us.

“karaoke?”kim suggested

“Sige, ako na oorder sa gin!"kiko said excitedly

“gin?”kim ask and started faces that she's gonna vomit “beer!”

“paghaluin nyo nalang oa nyo!”bria said

And it did,they ordered gin and beers. We bought some snack for pulutan and prepared our karaoke for today. Even we're four, we're still happy. We had a lot of fun spending time together.

This fun is a thing in my piece i lost in my emptiness. Since the day i felt lonely. Lost my beloved. But now,they come back. I don't who could i thank with. My friends for staying or god for letting me be brave and faced the happiness i ever wanted.

Kiko and kim are already drunk while bria is not too much. I didn't drink too much since i changed. Char no i didn't,it just that wala pa sa mood kong uminom.

“Ay! Ay! Ay!”sigaw ni kiko na para bang rapper ang galawan “oh yeah,Kay sakit naman isipin na
Sa puso mo ako'y pangalawa
Sa t'wing makikita kitang kasama siya
Pinipikit ko ang aking mga mata
At sa gabing kasama mo siya
Halos hindi ako makahinga
Kayakap ko ang bote na beer
Nagmumukmok sa ibabaw ng lamesa
Naghihintay hanggang sumapit ang umaga
Nang muli kang makasama”he continues as the two were clapping to make a beat.

“It really hurts ang magmahal nang ganito
Kung sino pa'ng pinili ko hindi makuha nang buo
Hanggang gano'n na lang nga kailangan ko 'tong tanggapin
Na sa puso mo mayro'n na ngang ibang umaangkin
At alam ko na rin na mayro'n nang nagmamay-ari
Sa pag-ibig sa iyo ako itong nakikihati
At ano man ang mangyari 'di ko kayang manumbat
At kahit pa ilihim mo ako sa lahat
Gaano man kabigat sa puso ko itong aminin
Hindi dadaing huwag ka lang mawalay sa 'kin
Masakit man ang isipin na ako ang nanghiram
Kaya pinasya mong huwag na ngang ipaalam
At kahit hindi 'to tama ako ay sumugal
Kahit pa nga alam kong mayro'n kang ibang mahal
Binigay ko ang lahat kahit gan'to ang natamo
Sa pag-ibig ng iba ngayon ako'y nakikisalo”kim started to grab the mic and sing while making a whirl dance.

Bria grabbed back the mic “Kahit mayro'ng iba
Kahit hindi tama ang ginagawa sinta
Basta ba'y makasama lang kita kahit kapiling mo pa s'ya
At huwag nang mangamba
Kahit sabihin na kalimutan ka
'Di ko 'to makakaya
Basta ba'y makasama lang kita kahit kapiling mo pa”she started “oh ano!!!! Rockstar!! gangsta gangsta”she started and making a rock 'n roll sign while jumping in to the couch

“sabayan mo kami rielle!”kim insisted.

“oy akin yang kantang yan! Hanap kayo jan!”kiko yelled “this song is let it go and it's for my beautiful cousin ashtherielle”he said smirking

“what about me? Pinsan mo rin naman ako ah!”kim yelled and look pissed

“letitgo~ letitgo~ can't holdin back anymore!!
Letitgo~”he sang terribly

“gaga! Luha nga yan eh bat ka nag let it go?”kim screamed “bobo mo!” she spit  ”ayoko sana! Na ikaw ay mawawala....”she sang.

“mawawasak laamng ang aking buto~ oh~" bria continues

I stopped my self to laugh nang mapiyok si kim sa kakanta,even high notes she takes it.

“totoo nato bacla wag kang oa”bria said “this is for you rielle,kalimutan mona yung bobong yun. Reminding lang,marupok ka eh"she chuckles before slapping the mic “hello hello. Okay. Ehem”

“two old friends..meet again,
Weari'n older faces,
And talk about the places.. they've been.
Two old sweethearts who fell apart.....”bria continues

My heart sank,the only thing i remember was chase. Why did Bria needed to remind me of him after a few years? My smile turn to sadness. As bria continues,kim looks at me and kiko as well. They knew what I've been thinking so they cignal bria to stop and she did. She look at me with a sorry face but with a laugher.

“sorry na,fun?”bria said.

I don't want to be a party breaker so i just smiled and they continued to have fun,while me..i just couldn't stop thinking about the past again. I missed him. I really did. What if he had family now? What if he and hana come back? What if?

They're too much happy to notice i felt in pain. I went to the terrace to take some fresh air. I wanna go back to the yesterday so i could fix ky self and be the better one,so none of this would have happened.

I opened my phone and saw a pic of chase alone. In our favorite spot he turn to look at the feeris wheel. He look gorgeous even naka talikod siya. He still remember that place. The place where we met our hearts.

I wanna go there so i get my keys and made an excuse to the three that i just need to go somewhere else to get fresh air,im still sober so i could drive. Im did not drink too much alcohol. They reluctantly agreed since i begged them to let me go. Thry continue the fun and i drove off,in a distance i saw chase. He was there,at our favorite place,and favorite spot. Where the bear guy is giving flowers to everyone.

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