Chasing The Tomorrow(Editing)

23

"for our batch 23 completers in year 2022... Let's have our valedictorian in this event, ms. ......"the announcer said

Our valedictorian delivered her speech,this is the day. The day we completed,the day we can reach the success in life that everyone wanted.

It started giving certificates and diploma on every student and after by after my name was called same as marco and chase.

"congratulations"i said marco "we made it"

"congrats eleanor,im proud of you"chase said and shake my hand

"Anak,even when your mom wasn't around you still made it. You made us so much proud"dad screamed out of happiness "congratulations anak im so proud of you"he said hugging me tight

"can we talk?"marco ask

"Sure"i said

"Rielle,i can't do this anymore. I don't love you,i used you. Your sister jazz is the one i like, she's my fiance.. were be marrying next week,im sorry. Congratulations"he said

Is he kidding? Marco is with my sister?
Suddenly jazz came by and kiss marco right on the lips in front of me. My tears are flowing on my cheeks,my heart is so much heavy right now. I can't take it. It supposed to be happy but why did he ruined it? At our graduation? Fuck him!

Chase maybe notice me and walk towards me.

"You okay? Why are you crying?"he ask concerned

I shook my head, I don't want him to worry about me. I love him,and so marco.

Later that night we went all my classmates in the club to celebrate our graduation. I reluctantly agree to go even if I don't want to. Since it's our graduation,once in a lifetime event to so ill go.

I saw chase in there,he look so fine. He's dancing and smiling with his friends. I sat at the table near at them so i could watch him. I want to forget all of those drama in my head for a while now.

I was staring at him that i didn't know why,he walks towards me but a random girl snatched him before he could go on me. I ran outside and just sat at the nearest bench in there. No one's there, walking except for cars that bring park by my classmates. I didn't know but i could feel chase followed me. I saw him walking out through the door and rushed towards me,he look worried.

"kanina kapa sa event namo-mroblema are you okay?"he ask

"Chase,what if i told you that im still love you?"i ask

The space went silent. He look at me just look at me, I can't read his emotion.

"Im trying to stop it,but I can't. Its all your fault that you made me like you. I know i have no chance,we have no chance to be together..m since you're in to hana so much and you don't like me anymore... I'm just saying this to ease the pain,and about kanina? It's nothing. Marco and i got separated since he used me,marco and my step sis are fiance.. and they're wedding is next week,i can't decide. I love you..also marco. But why do i need to choose anyway? Two of you have your own life na. Now me? I'll be on by myself,i can do this. Sooner I'll be on L.A and i won't see you again."i chuckle"hope destiny wasn't gonna bumped our paths on each other."

I ran to my car and drove off. I don't where i would go,i don't want to go home so early,i want to go somewhere else anywhere were no one could follow me. I want to scream all the pains in my heart,i wanna cry out loud but who can be my shoulder? I need to be strong and i can do this. I know i can.

"Fuck you life!!! Why always me? Couldn't you find someone else to be played with? You took my motheg away from me,same as chase and now. What?! In right at my graduation you would made me miserable?! Fuck you"i scream

Napayuko nalamang ako sa sobrang sakit ng naramdaman ko,i felt weakness in my knees when i cry out loud. Why me? Why always me?

Jazz texted
From:jassie
Sis punta ka sa kasal namin ah love you

After what they did yo me? Ipapamuka pa talaga nila saakin na i was a loser? But dahil gusto nyo ng show then I'll play with it. Someday,ako naman ang gaganti. All those pain in me will  ease and turn to nothing,all of you we'll find the old version of me.

I spent my days crying and just staying in my room,even kim and bria was worried about me if what happened but I didn't tell them, it's so much to bear. Since today is their wedding I'll go. Even it was painful,i love my sister so I'll go.

"Good thing you came sis"jazz said kissing my cheeks

I just smiled,fake smile. I saw marco in the outside waiting for jazz,he loooks happym. Their wedding are in the beach. My dream wedding.

They switched their vows and i just found myself crying out. My tears flowing to my cheeks and my knees weakened. My heart breaks into pieces when they kissed,they look so happy. Marco look so happy without me

"My both beloved are in together now"i said sobbing

When they were dancing,they hugging and smiling I just couldn't stop myself to cry. I drunk a lot of alcohols and went drunk that day. Bria drove me back to my apartment,marco called her to come by.

"Why bria why?"i scream "i always been on the center of disaster I can't take it"

"I'm always here rielle,not me but kim. You can do this,we all fly back to l.a to live in our dreams together and we'll be alright. Just be strong rielle okay? Wag kang sumunod sa mama mo, aren't you feel sorry to your dad? he's on a big crisis to but what? He fight for it."

I still can't feel it. I wanna be happy for once

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