“is everything okay?”i ask
I just found out that kim was headed into the hospital because she was being hit by a car and brianna was on an abused of his boyfriend!
"Pano nato!"i cried
Halos lahat nalang yata ng mga taong mahal ko is going to take a new path. But kaya koto,im still have chase by my side right? Wrong.
I headed to chase's place cause he chatted me earlier that he would be so much busy but i just wanna talk to him and made time for him. I headed there my head was floating,never knew what to think of.
I was about to open the door but then i regret it. I saw hana sitting on chase's lap while making out. They turned to me and look at me at shock.
“chase..."bulong ko
Nakakatitig lamang sya saakin,walang pakealam sa nangyayare. Di parin bumababa si hana kay chase.
Mga luha koy unti-unting pumapatak habang pinagmamasdan sila,ramdam kong unti unting pag lapit ni chase sa harapan ko. Pagka lapit nya ilang inch nalang ang distansya namin ay sinampal ko sya ng malakas sa sobrang galit. Mga luha koy tumutulo parin at mga kamay koy nanginginig.
“she's better rielle,im sorry”sagot nya
What? After all of those bonds. It sucks fuck!
Umalis ako ng umiiyak,ayoko nang lumingon pa because it really shattered my heart into pieces,brianna,kim and chase! Why it always be!
Brianna saw me from a distance as i ran to her crying,i hug her real tight because i love chase so much but all he ever did was to cheat on me!
“what happened?"she ask
“c-chase,he cheated on me”i cried
I cried over days still no good sleep but im trying my best to be brave.
Even though he cheated on me i still love him,very well. And i wanted to patch things up between him and me. Everyone makes mistakes right?
So that day i went over to chase's place to talk to him,i knew he still love me and he's just confused.
“chase..."i said as i enter
“umalis kana dito ashtherielle, what's the reason pa para pumunta ka dito?”he ask
“i know you still love me,i know you were confused that day...im giving you second chance chase cause i love you”i replied
“can't you see? I choose hana rielle,and to tell you wala na akong nararamdaman sayo. You disgust me,i don't like girls na feeling nila sa sarili nila is they can hold a guy by their neck rielle,i want simple... And that's i found hana”sagot nya.
“what did i do chase? I do nothing but to love you!”i replied as my tears were flowing
“well then im sorry,im tired”he replied
Tired?
“tired chase? I feel tired also but i never give up,we can do this chase i know that i can feel it. I love you and even you dont love me na I'll work out relationship please just stay”i begged
“don't act fool rielle, what are you expecting I'll comeback to you and then i had my relationship with hana? You fucking crazy!"he yelled
"I'll be gone crazy if it for you chase”sagot ko
“fuck just leave”he said as he pulled out his hair
“chase...”i cried “please...”i beg
He threw me outside, why am i being like this? It's not really me.
After that my dad calls me he said it was really an emergency that i need to be quick as ge gave me the location.
“dad, what happened?”i ask i almost lost my breath
“eleanor... your mom”he said
“why what's wrong with mom?”i ask nervously.
“ she's gone”he cried
What gone he mean? Does mom leaves us for another guy?
“she died,around 5 o'clock in the morning”he said as he's voice broke
What? He's kidding right? Mom was so much healthy why would he says this? Was this some sort of prank?
“you're joking dad right?"i laugh as my tears were slowly dropping from my eyes without even noticing.
“she was very ill,but we never tolded you because it maybe affect on your studies”he said
“dad...."i cried
Another,and now mom? Fuck this life. I don't know what to think of,mom was dead,kim was on the hospital in being very critical,brianna was abused that i don't know what she gonna do and chase...
“c-can i...see h-her dad?”i ask
Dad pointed me the room,i insisted that ge would follow but he didn't because he can't handle the pain and seing my mom lying on a bed with no life, forever.
I entered it caught my attention that i ran quikly and open the white blanket that covers my mother. She was there, sleeping ger lips was pail and her eyes was real close.. i don't know if i would loose my self now or what
“mom...you too?”i cried “you also leave me? Mom please wake up i know you're alive mom i need you,im drowning in pain now mom please wake up....”i cried as i hug her dead body
“fuck lord,why me?! I did not do anything wrong why me?!”i shouted
“kinamatay nya yung sobrang laki ng puso nya, that's why she didn't even shout at you dahil ayaw nyang ma stress yung heart nya so she can live long tragedy just attacked her..”my cousin said as she hug me im the back
“i need her,why now? Why now that i almost drown because everyone around me were leaving slowly”i said
“i know and your mom know that you can do it,you can leave the life without her... She did not leave you rielle she was just resting but she's not dead she here."she said as she pointed my heart “in your heart,she would always guided you”
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Chasing The Tomorrow(Editing)
RomantizmAshtherielle grown up in us with her family. One day her dad decided to transfer her on Philippines to studied drama degree but she doesn't want to. With a respect to her parents she reluctantly agreed to it. She met a guy that opposite of her idea...
