Chasing The Tomorrow(Editing)

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I hope this vacation goes well as planned. Di pa naman ako nag hingi ng permission kay dad.

"What about your evil sis did she just zip her mouth?"kim ask

"No,i just sneaked out early so she would not notice"i said i sip my juice "let's go, let's jump in!"i added

It's only the three of us but we brought eli,a friend of a circle of friend. I know probably she has her own circle of friends too but maybe its an coincidence we bumped at each other and decided to go at the same private resort but we got first so we brought her.

"Eleanor?"eli ask as she's swiping through her phone

I turned around and stares at her.

"Is it okay if i brought my friend over you know, di naman kase ako sanay na makipag hang out sa inyo.. no offense ha!.... But you know"she smiled

What the mother fucking bird of fish?! I planned...no,we planned to go on a vacation so set my peace of mind off then what it turns out? Is it going to become a party?

"Sure..."i said boringly

She looked at me with excite at her face,then few moments later her wild dog freak friends came.

"Uhhh anong ginagawa nila dito?"brianne whispered

"Mag dodonate ako ng dog food"i replied

"Connect dun?"she ask

"They're dogs so basically they need dog food"i replied

Medjo lutangera talaga tong si brianna sometimes.

The other groups or should i say the doggy freak set their place on the other side of the resort since they knew i needed peace or did kim tell them

That night we were peacefully lying on the pool when a loud music came barged at us. The other side were having a party i think.

Us girls well we played calm music so we could relax and it worked. Well they permitted too that they only got partied only one day and they'll leave cause they'll go back to Philippines.

I woke up to a notification on my phone. It was on chase's post. I still didn't unfollow him.

It was a picture with hana and him at our favorite place...amusement park.

picture by rhiealfonso
@hanaflor my happiness at one photo

I liked the picture, I'm happy for them even needthough it still heavy to carry in my heart. Im still happy for him.. i liked and love him and always admired him from afar,i wanted him back.. but whenever i saw him with her i just thought that we're never meant to be together. We met in the right time but we're never be for each other, we're just a lesson to each other.

I posted one of my pics wearing a black bikini with a summer hat and a cateye sunglasses. I smiled and like i was enjoing the life like there's no tommorow. Chase liked my pic and commented

@rhiealfonso
You blommed like a sunshine in that angle :)

What could he mean? But then i ignored it. He's never meant in my life after all.

"Uy ano yan"kim ask with a pretty wide smile

She's the only one who like a comeback of us chase. But sometimes shs don't.

"Nothing-"

"Omg he commented?!!"she shrek out " that's a sign na magiging kayo ulit"she added

"No Kim, we're just friends"i replied.

"Kaibigan talaga? Or ka..ibigan??"brianna interrupted "and oh anyways naka alis na sila nagpaalam sa amin kanina tagal mo kaseng magising"she added

We do nothing that day,we sat and jumped back then back to gossiping.

It was a late afternoon when both Brianna and kim fall asleep. I left alone in the pool and it was already sun setting.

That resort kase that we were staying was likely alike at the mountain. You can see the nature in the other side and the beautiful mountains stick together with a sun setting at the middle of it.

Suddenly i felt peace.... I remember when chase and i before we witnessed the beauty of the sun as the atmosphere of love is on top of us.

I miss him... Literally miss him,the day the time and that night we sneak out and i formed out of love. I could not forget his smile,the old him. Because right now... i can't see the chase i love before,i only sees the chase that thriving for hos passion as an actor and a boyfriend to his girlfriend hana.

They look great at each other,they have chemistry. But sometimes i wished that i hope it'll be me again. I wanted him back,i want my chase back.

Then while i wad scrolling through my cellphone i saw a qoute and i read it.

"Life is like piano,the black is the problem and hard times and white is the happiness is and freedom. You need to play the both of them to make a life"

Yes it is really true,i hope jazzie and my relationship with her hope someday that we'll be alright. I wanted to see my older sister smiling at me and cared for me not the way she is right now.

I really miss my old me,the one the wild and free from only to happy crush and don't want to be in a relationship but look what i am right now. A heartbroken,misserable and worse.

"Passion is passion. Life is life. I can do this"i said to my self

I want motivation!

I was witnessing the beauty of the sun and the nature from afar and smile. This warms my heart. I took some photo of its and it was beautiful.

Kim and bria wake up too later but it was already dark. They ordered some drinks.

"Drink alcohol gurl nang may strongness in your soul"kim said

"Yuh tsaka he's not worth it back off"bria added

I hope there's no tragedy that gonna happen on to this

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