(I forgot who requested Estonia x Philip sorry😅)
Philip's POV
I woke up...again😑...and another boring day starts...
Author's POV
Philip got up from his bed and got to the bathroom smiling bitterly at himself in front of the mirror...."I hate my eyes..." He said to himself with tears streaming his cheeks "Why am I fat?...And ugly..." "Maybe this is the reason why they don't like me..."....
Why don't you just cut yourself?
Huh? What?...
You're useless a nobody,They all hate you.
Stop it..Please...
You're the reason why your family died, You are the reason why your people died.
I-i'm not?.....Please...stop...
They all will leave you once they used you enough.
Stop!..
Philip griped his hair curling up crying...Wanting the voices in his head to stop..
Time skip at school..(I'm lazy okay😀)
He had his signature (fake)smile on his face walking down the hallway greeting the ones he passed by who greeted back...
He passed by a certain country with light blue, black and white on his fag he had a tint of light pink on his cheeks 'What do I say?!' He asked himself panicking because his crush is in front of him waiting for him to speak "U-uhm..Hi?..." He awkwardly said while Estonia just chuckled and ruffled his hair "It's nice to meet you Philip☺" He said before walking away leaving Philip there he was a flustered mess talking to the Northern European country who left a minute ago...
Time skip...(don't mind me😃)
"The weather is nice today..." He said to himself looking at the window two seats apart from him...
The bell ringed...
"Lunch time!" He whispered yell to himself before fixing his belongings and rushing outside..
"Isn't that the country human that is a prostitute?" "Yes it is...He looks so ugly." "Yeah you're right." "Wait he's a prostitute?" "You didn't know the rumor?" "What rumor?" "That rumor that said that he is a prostitute?" "Oh my! He's disgusting!" "I know right!"..
He heard those hurtful words that was thrown to him that they said out loud on purpose for him to hear 'There's a rumor about me?...' He asked himself with tears streaming down his cheeks already without him feeling it...
He just runned to were his feet took him...He stop running because he felt that he was far away from the school he looked around feeling scared because he knows now that he's in a forest...he wondered how the fuck did he run till he got to this scary forest? He just facepalmed himselfs dumbness and continued walking...
"AHHHHH!!" He screamed😃 to call for help yet no one heard it so he gave up and just sulked there he opened his bag to search for his phone but he forgoted his phone😃...
After some time later-
He got up and someone tapped his shoulders he was ready to kick that person in the balls but- "Hey hey! It's me! Estonia!😅" "O-oh sorry..." He said embarrassed while Estonia assured him that it was alright they got out of the woods with Estonia's direction....
"Btw Philippines you're gorgeous! Don't listen to them!" Estonia sid running back to the direction of his home...While Philip was a blushing mess there..
Days later...(Just don't mind me😄)
How do I say this?...*Sigh*...
Philip's mental health gotten worse...
Because of those rumors...
He started cutting his wrist...
Started giving up on life...
Philip's POV
I don't like life anymore..I'm done..what if I do it now? No one will care *chuckles*....
Author's POV
He is on the school roof with the rain pouring harshly on the ground and without no one he smiled to himself ready to jump but someone shouted to him...
"Philip! You can run into my arms..It's okay don't be alarmed..." "Why are you?! It's raining! you'll get sick!" "So go on and let the rain pour! I'll be all you need and more!" Estonia shouted at him his body move on it's own ad hug the other country...
"Told you I'll be here forever...Said I'll always be by your side..." Philip smiled at Estonia's statement with tears streaming down his cheeks "Thank you..." "But now that it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have each other!" (You can stand under my umbrella~ shit- wrong time-)...they both hug each other feeling happiness because they confessed duh...
After 1 year later...
"I'm so sorry...Estonia..."
He smiled to himself with tears running down his cheeks....
He runned to the deepest part of the river...You could here shouting...Saying for him to stop...But he kept on running...
He jump on the end letting the coldness of the water hug him...
Some days later....
"Where is he?..." Estonia said to himself walking back and forth panicking and his phone ringed he smiled thinking it's Philip but it wasn't...
"What do you need?" Estonia said unamused because the one who called was his cousin "Philippines is dead.."...
Silence filled the place..
Until Estonia shouted at him "Don't fucking joke that!" "I'm not joking his dead!" "Where is he?!" "He's body is still not found..."...
Estonia runned to that river that Philip jumped on he was devastated to see if what Finland said was the truth he stopped when he seen tapes that has a 'danger' words on it blocking the way to the end of the river...
He just can't accept it...
His childhood crush....His lover...Is dead...
He's now standing with blood and dead bodies everywhere...
He mercilessly killed them....
He gotten insane yet he didn't cared...
He only wants revenge for his lover...
The End~
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Sorry for the late update...I'm busy with school right now😅
