Officially Unmarried

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Later that day I talked to Xien. She is kind, beautiful and kindhearted. The ideal of Akiro. She's the standard, I can't never beat her. She's everything to Akiro. How selfish I'am to take the happiness away from them. She said she understand me. I told her that I'm going for an annulment so they can be together again. No more hidings..just them...they need to be free and show the world how much they love each other.

To: hubby

: Meet me at your favorite cafe. I have something to tell.

You changed the nickname to Akiro.

I changed his nickname as I continue changing my self. Step by step. He didn't reply but I know he will come.

I already think about this a thousand times and today is the day that I'm finally letting go of him.

"What about?"
He asked me seriously.
I looked at him and smile. Hiding the pain inside me. He was just staring at me with no emotion in his eyes.

I slide the envelope. It was the annulment papers. He was about to say something but I interrupt.

"I already signed that... yours is the only need. Just send it to attorney when your finish I ask him to take care of everything no need to worry. After this you are free..." I said.

"I will be free yes, but that doesn't change the fact that your ruined us"
His jaw clench but I look away. My tears are about to fall any second now.

"That's why I'm making everything right...before I leave, I want everything to be good for you. I made you suffer for years but remember that you also hurted me"

"You deserve to be hurt!, You took away our chance to be together by pushing this f*cking marriage"
He sounded so mad. He really don't want me.

"Is that how much you hurt me?..."
He became silent. I just smiled painfuly and look at him. The tears are flowing in my eyes.

"You don't have to answer, I don't make you come here to beg you to stay, I'm actually here to let you go, I just want a proper goodbye before I finally go, Can I have a hug?, My husband?" I ask him while tears are falling in my eyes. He didn't answer. He just started at me for awhile.

I did hug him. He didn't hug me back. I tightened my hug and close my eyes. Feeling his comfort for the last time. I know this will be the last. I will not let our path cross again after this.

I let go of the hug and look at him. I smiled and wipe my tears. I don't want him to feel guilty that's why I smile eventhough it hurts so much inside.

"Be happy. I love you. My husband"
The last word I said to him before I walk away as I walk away to his life. I'm out.

I smiled looking at them. Happily hugging each other. Felt like they own the world. They're together now. I hope he's happy. Be away from him means happiness to him but away from him breaking me. I know I took their freedom to express and to show everybody that they love each other 'cause I forced him to marry me just for my self. But today I choose to be free for his happiness.

My tears are flowing just by looking at them. I saw him smiled at her, the girl of his dreams, the girl that I can't beat. The girl who owns his heart. The girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.

But me...I'm just no one who shares his surename.

He looked at me. I'm in afar watching them. I hope they're happy. That's what they deserve to be happy... together...without me bugging them again.

I smiled at him. He was just starting at me while Xien is still hugging him. My heart broke into pieces when he close her eyes and feel the comfort of his love.

He opened his eyes but I turn my back at them. I'm finally walking away from him..to his life. Seing how happy they are makes me hurt so much but I'm happy that they are together now.

"Until another tomorrow my love..."
I whispered and walk away.

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