If I cleaned everything ||DreamNotFound

Yonderly

Yonderly- Mentally or emotionally distant; Absent minded.

Song choice: Where is my mind? - Pixies

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   Dream hasn't came out of his room since the incident. He missed his best friend but he doesn't want to have that awkward conversation with Sapnap. If he's gonna be honest he likes the feeling of sneaking around the truth. Dream enjoyed the lying especially. The text from all his concerned friends spamming his phone. His disappearance from streams and even the discord calls, has piqued the concern of his close friends. Dream has gotten especially good at lying to them as well. "I'm doing fine just busy with merch business." "Oh yeah I need a tiny break" "I'm fine!"

Dream knew someone was soon to find out the truth about everything. Sapnap was getting hints of what was happening, but not enough to connect it. Dream isn't going to lie and say he's not scared for himself. He was absolutely terrified for the future. The realization of how terrible addiction is gonna ruin his life is slowly creeping up on him.

Though, he's living and enjoying with what is to come out of it. It's exciting yet, very very scary of how it's gonna ruin him. Dream has finally found something that gives him a adrenaline rush like nothing before. But the sinking feeling of how it's going to ruin his relationships makes it slightly unenjoyable. However, Dream himself is already doing that himself so what's the matter?

Dreams thoughts are cut off by some muffled honking going on the road. A year ago dream couldn't imagine himself walking on a random side walk at 3:27am, high, and blasting music on his AirPods. Dream listens starts to think about the song he's listening to. He relates a lot to the lyrics.

With your feet on the air
And your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Where is his mind? Dreams mind was in the only place that has made him feel comfort. May this new path kill him? Maybe, but he's never been someone who wants to grow old. He used to imagine how him, George, and Nick would grow old and have a big house and make content. However, reality hit dream like a damn truck. A truck that keeps going in circles just to hit him again and again. A truck the crushes his dreams and will to keep going.

Anyways.. is it a good time to mention dreams in the middle of nowhere. His mind is to fuzzy right find directions to his and nicks house, but he has 2 options. 1.) Call nick and tell him to pick me up. 2.) find his own way. There are 2 problems with options 1, he has to talk to sap and he's high out of his mind. However, option 2 means he can get lost and kidnapped and his legs hurt from walking. Dream realizes what he has to do. He takes his phone out and calls Nick.
                                         Ring
Ring
Rin-

"Dream where the fuck are you? I've been calling your for hours. I almost called the police. It's 3:45 in the morning." Sapnap says in a very worried voice. You could hear the tiredness in his voice from staying up late,

"Hey umh.. so im kinda lost rn. I kinda need you to pick me up." Dream can hear sapnap takes a deep breath while angrily typing on his phone. Sapnap is mumbling something Dream can't quite hear. He feels bad that sapnap has to deal with all his crap so late at night, but dreams out of options.

"Send me your lactation." Sapnap says after a minute of absolute awkwardness. Then he hangs up with no "bye" that he usually gives Dream. It didn't take an idiot to figure out sapnap is pissed at the disappearance of the blonde. Dream starts to question who sap was talking to. It was probably Quackity or Karl.