"Who among the guys at the table are you interested in?" You glanced around at them.
"Well...if I had to answer right now I would say...I don't know. I don't want to say no one, because that isn't true. But I can't say just one of you for sure."
"Is there more than one person then?" Jin asked softly.
"Yes," you squeaked, looking at the table to avoid all the eyes on you.
"How many?" He asked.
You were embarrassed. You really wanted to pretend you didn't feel drawn to all of them...but you didn't want to lie. So...without looking up from the table, you whispered your answer.
"Seven," you murmured.
"What was that sweetheart?" Jin asked, chuckling slightly.
"All seven," you repeated, glancing up briefly to see mixed responses on the faces of the boys.
Most of them were smirking, seeming pleased with themselves, but Jungkook was looking dejected.
"What's the matter Kookie?" You asked him.
"I met you first," he replied shyly, pouting and looking at his lap.
You giggled.
"Sorry bub. You're still my baby boy," you said.
"Which is totally an insult to my whole concept," Jimin grumbled.
"I wanna ask a question," you said.
"It's my turn!"
"Ask it then," Yoongi replied.
He, Jimin, and Seokjin seemed to be the only three at the table who weren't totally smashed at this point, and although Yoongi's cheeks were pink, his speech was steady.
"Um," you giggled, covering your face and peering through your fingers.
"Who is biggest?" You asked.
Jungkook, Taehyung and Hoseok burst into giggles, Jimin, Yoongi and Namjoon all smirked.
"I think you'll probably have to find that out for yourself sweetheart," Seokjin chuckled.
"Okay Seokjin!" You said grinning.
"Seokjin oppa," he corrected.
"Okay," you said again, blushing.
"So fucking cute," Namjoon said, looking at you.
"I love that blush," he murmured.
"Come sit with me," he said, patting his lap.
And something in his voice had you clambering from your chair and hurrying over to the man, shyly seating yourself on his thighs.
"Mmm hello baby girl," he purred in your ear as you climbed onto his lap.
His words made your mind start to go soft and you shook your head, blinking to keep yourself together. But then you looked down and noticed Namjoon's large hand spread over your thigh. You tilted your head and placed yours on top of it, giggling at how tiny your hand looked with his. Suddenly you sat up straight, realizing you were feeling very small. Too small. You needed to readjust your mind before you slipped into a headspace you weren't comfortable being in around the guys yet.
"What is it Gray?" Hoseok asked, noticing your expression.
"Something wrong baby girl?" Namjoon murmured, giving your leg a little squeeze.
You could feel yourself slipping as he called you that name again, and you didn't want that. Not today, when you just met these people. You stood up, quickly, taking a deep breath.