My Stolen **first** Kiss

Summarized Events

All my cousins found out and I was devastated,afraid that my mother would find out too.She didn't though and I am very happy about that.
Dylan did try to contact me a few months later on an app similar to Skpe using Esther's laptop and she found out and to avoid more drama ... I switched off all my notifications on that app so I couldn't see if I got any calls and till today,it's still off.

The whole situation gave me a lot of stress and no matter what happened, I still missed him and he was in my mind 24/7. My marks started dropping and I told my best friend because something similar happened to her so I thought it would make her feel better to know she's not the only weird one ... I know I did.
But when I told her,I kept telling her bits and pieces, twisting,cutting parts out so it didn't sound bad.

It started getting out of hand and with more problems surfacing and with a not so impressed mother ... I started hurting myself ...suicidal thoughts ... Depression ... And other mental disorders, I was overdosing on every medicine I could get my hands on,often going to the top of the roof thinking of jumping but never could cause I am a coward.

This caused more trouble between my friend and I because I was too ashamed to tell her where I was , telling her lies,it made tension between the two of us.