There's So Much Pain You Know

Chapter 7- Man Whore

*NOTES*

THIS CHAPTER HAS VERY EXPLISIT CONTENT IN IT (CUSSING) SO BE WARNED!!!! also a little author note at the end of this chapter. Enjoy

Zoe's POV

          I walked back into the house after I left in a huge commotion. I closed the front door and walked upstairs. The master bedrooms door was closed and I could hear Kyle and Violet talking then it stopped. I walked in and saw my best friends that I have knew for my whole life sucking faces with my fiancé.

          Have you ever felt like your whole world was taken beneath your feet and you can't breathe or move. Well that is what is happening to me at the moment. Once I was able to move I slammed the door and ran outside. I didn't know how far I ran but once I reached the school I knew that I ran a mile. I ran to a tree and sat down, my back sliding down the hard bark. While trying to catch my breath I felt hot tears rushing down my face. Stop crying bitch. He's a fucking asshole, a man whore. I felt my breathing catch up and felt myself losing myself. I fell into a panic attack. I couldn't breath and I couldn't see. I felt like I was drowning in all my feeling and I can't escape. I don't know how long I was there but I knew it was awhile when I saw the sun starting to rise.

          I grabbed my phone that was in my pocket and saw many missed calls and texts. All from Violet. When I was looking through them the song "I Write Sins Not Tragedies" by Panic! At The Disco came into mind. But instead of the groom's bride being a whore it's the groom. Thank you Brendon Urie, Ryan Ross, Spencer Smith and Jon Walker for describing my situation perfectly. I tried to get up to go get a Monster but when I stood up I felt my legs go under from me. Not only did the panic attack (no pun) take my energy but also sitting for 3 hours made my legs fall asleep. I heard a car coming down the street. I noticed the license plate right away. Once the car parked outside the school the whore got out of the car.

"What do you want man whore?" I said. The words passing my tongue with venom.

"Can we shut up with the names and talk? You scared the living shit (no pun either) out of me and Violet. Okay, she came onto me. I didn't come onto her this time. I love you baby..." He said; with plead in his eyes but also attention. Like he was the victim in this situation.

"Shut up Kyle. Just shut up and stop trying to be the fucking victim in this. YOU FUCKING KISSED HER IN THE FIRST PLACE AND PLEASE DON'T SAY IT WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE FUCKING DRUNK BECAUSE YOU DRANK A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WHISKY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THIS BULLSHIT!! YOU SHOULDN'T CHEAT ON ANYONE TO BEGIN WITH AND THERE IS NO FUCKING EXCUSE TO BACK IT UP!!" I said losing all self-control and letting everything come out.

"I am really fucking tired of the lies so when you make up your mind, call me Kyle because right now I am fucking done with everything. Also when you go back tell your whore that I fucking hate her as well and that she should rot in hell!" I said grabbing my phone and started walking to a motel. Very glad that I brought my wallet.

Violet's POV

Once Zoe left, Kyle left to go after her. I stood there, not moving and barley breathing. You fucking slut, first Tate now taking Zoe's fiancé. You should die because you are a useless piece of shit. You are a whore and slut and bitch. Just kill yourself already. Once I finally got passed the blinding truth that I did indeed fuck with Zoe's man I grabbed my phone from my room and started spamming Zoe. I sent her endless amounts of texts and calls. I was passing around my room, my hands in my hair gently pulling at it, wishing that the voices in my head would shut up.

"Shut up... SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!" I screamed, falling to the ground feeling the tears come out. I felt a wave of nausea come through me and I bolted it to the bathroom. I was there for 30 minutes puking my guts out wishing for a way out of the world. I just want to die.

*NOTES*

sorry that this chapter is small. I am smashed with finals and testing for the next few weeks so I might not update that often till the end of May. I hope that you enjoyed this and I hope you are having an okay Monday.

Also 3K reads!! Holly Shit!! Thank you so much!!!

Love you all

Nikki