There's So Much Pain You Know

Chapter 5 - All Alone

Violet's POV

The doctors confirmed him dead at 2:36AM the next day. I called my closest friend Zoe to come from New Oreland's to come here. We met when I lived down there with my Aunt when I was 5. We became as close as sisters back then. We still keep in contact and we still talk every day. She used to live in LA when I first moved it for 4 months, before she banged her boyfriend Justin and he died on her bed.

She is a witch and she was the first person I told that I was dead. Her boyfriend Kyle looks like Tate so much. He is also dead, he died in a car accident. They met at a frat party when Madison was drugged and raped by other guys in the frat. She flipped the bus and killed 9 out of 11 kids on the bus. The 2 that lived were the ones that raped her. Zoe went into the hospital room and banged the first guy that raped Madison and he died. She brought Kyle back to life. Now I hope she will bring Tate back to life as well.

She got here in 2 days. She brought Kyle with her. They have been dating for years, and he proposed to her last year. They are getting married this summer.

"Hi Zoe, how has your life been" I asked her when she came into the house.

"Great, the academy is doing well and me and Kyle are doing great. I'm soo sorry about Tate. I started crying when I found out. So why did you ask me here on so short notice?" She asked me.

"Well I know that you love Kyle so much and you know that I love Tate with all of my heart. I was hoping that you could do the same that you did with Kyle?" I asked like a little kid. She got a shocked expression on her face then smiled.

"I will do that for you under one condition. Be my maid of honor?" She told me. Her eyes were full of hope.

"As long as you can get me out of this house for the wedding and anything else." I told her. We hugged and had a total girl moment. Kyle came in with the stuff. I hugged him, and almost made us fall over. He was still getting used to being alive again but he has regain most of his vocabulary. He is still the sweet Kyle that Zoe met at that collage party but he also has a dark side like Tate. That's how they bonded so well when they first met.

"Hi Kyle." I said.

"Hi Violet. How is my little sister doing?" He asked me. He considers me his sister since me and Zoe think we are.

"Been better. Enough with the chit chat Tate is growing deader as time marches on." I told them. He is lying in my bed with the white sheet covering his body. Zoe pulled it off the sheet, but the thing was that he was still the same Tate; he wasn't rotting or smelling at all. We got all of the things that we needed to bring him back to life. She performed the ritual and then did the spell. After a moment nothing happen. Minutes passed by but nothing happen. As the seconds ticked by I started losing hope. After 30 minutes I went to show them their room. It was my parent's old room; they now sleep in the office now.

"I'm sorry Vi, I couldn't bring him back." Zoe said when we got into the room. Kyle went to my room to say his last words to Tate. I started crying into Zoe's shoulder. I was soo sad when he died in my arms. I just wished that he would come back to us. We love him. I love him.

I was crying in in Zoe's arms for 30 minutes then Kyle's arms while looking at Tate's dead body. Kyle left to get dinner for us and I was left to say my last goodbyes to Tate.

"Hi. I'm Tate. I'm dead. Wanna hook up? I remember when you asked me that when we were in this room playing cards after I found out I was dead. Now I'm saying it to your dead body. I know I shouldn't try to bring you back, because you've been stuck in this house for an extra 20 years after you were killed by SWAT. But the thing is, is that I couldn't function when I said to go away. Now I can never get you back if I want you. I wish that I stayed by you when you walked into the kitchen. I keep on telling myself that I could have done something to have you here by my side to hold my broken body," I said. I grabbed his cold lifeless hand." I hardly feel anything. I told you that in the crawl space when we saw my body, now I can't feel anything because you took me in your bloody wound. I want to say my goodbye to you with you holding me and whispering to keep on going, but you're gone. Why did you have to let go? I needed you. You knew that but then Hayden stabbed you now I can't even feel the sun on my arms. I'm sorry I couldn't save you. I LOVE you Tate. If you can hear me, comeback or at least know that when I sent you away I still love you, and I will never stop loving you." I said. I started chocking up and I couldn't tell him an important. Something I found out earlier today. I'm having his child.

"Vi. Dinner is ready." Zoe shouted from downstairs.

"Ya I'll be down in a minute." I yelled back. I kissed Tate on the lips, and then walked away. I went to the bathroom to clean my face and put on some concealer to cover my blotchy face.

Once I got down to the kitchen I saw that they got take out Chinese food. I grabbed some orange chicken and some rice then sat down at the table. I started eating but then a wave of nausea hit me. I ran upstairs to the bathroom and puked my guts out. I felt soft hands holding my long hair back and rubbing my back. After I was done I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet. I notice it was Kyle, I gave him a hug. Then he handed me some water and a piece of mint gum. I thanked him softly and drank the water, and then put the piece of gum in my mouth. He helped me off of the floor and I collapsed in his arms. I only wished it was Tate's arms.

"Are you OK little sis?" He asked after I calmed down.

"Ya I just don't feel good. That's all." I lied. I didn't want to tell him or anyone at all about me and Tate's kid. I just want to crawl in a hole and die.