I'm not sure how many people actually took the time to read this diary, but I'm finally ready to talk about Cedric.
Yes, he has passed away. It was actually a very long time ago that this happened, I've just been to sad to address it. I can't say for sure the cause of death though I'm constantly blaming myself. Maybe I was in way over my head thinking I could take care of a bat. Overall it was a wonderful experience though and I'm very glad to have had him in my life, even if it was only for a few months. Even typing this I am pausing every few moments to gather my thoughts. It's very difficult for me to look back and think about Cedric because he was very special to me. One day, I will be able to do more for animals that are in that situation. I would gladly take in another bat if it meant I could extend his/her lifespan just a little longer. I know Cedric would have been much happier in the wild but I thought he could get used to captivity after some time.
He's gone now and it is a huge loss for me. He will be a very important memory for me as I move on in life. I still aspire to be a Veterinarian, though after that experience I've even considered being a wildlife expert of some sort. I'd love to be able to rescue animals from all fields of study but I don't know if I have enough time in my life to become a master in everything. I'll make a decision eventually and when that time comes, I hope I will excel in my field and be able to do something great for animals. For what they've done for me, they deserve the best lives they can possibly have.
Maybe I didn't provide Cedric with the perfect life but it was definitely better than his life sitting on the sidewalk, dying where I could have left him. He will always be important to me and I'm still thinking of him almost every night. He's in a better place now and I will always treasure my memories of him. I will save all of my photos and videos of him as little mementos.
Thank you to those of you who were actually interested in my experience. I will be sad for a while but some day I'll be able to look back and be proud of myself for at least doing this much for Cedric. If I rescue another animal, I'll be sure to share my diaries on this website, and I'll work even harder to create a good life for animals.
Thank you again. Rest in peace Cedric.
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The Bat Diaries
Non-FictionI am making a journal about a bat I rescued who is suffering from two damaged wings. Unable to stand the thought of euthanizing him, I took him in, and with the help of my family, I hope to rehabilitate the little guy until he is doing well on his o...
