Double love

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" Hey." I said walking up to Roc who was sitting on the porch of his house.

" Hey, sit down." he sat scooting over. I sat down and rested my elbows on my knees.

" So what's up?" I asked and it took him a minute before he began to talk.

" It's a bout Jacob, obviously." he said and I nodded.

" What about Jacob?" I asked him. I looked at him and he looked at me. He patted my leg

then looked forward again.

" He really does love you." he said sending a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.

" He cheated on me didn't he?" I asked looking down. Roc shot his face up with his eyes

wide.

" No! Nothing like that." he began. " He just really needs to know if you love him too."

" I do love him." I said.

" Then show him that." Roc told me. I looked away.

" Look Roc, I have a lot on my mind." I began. " I have two boys who love me believe it

or not, and it's difficult for me to handle it."

" Who else loves you?" Roc asked.

" That I can't tell you." I said with a laugh.

" Why not?" he asked.

" It's personal and your on Jacob's side."

" Well aren't you on Jacob's side?"

" Please Roc don't do that to me."

" I'm sorry, but you really need to figure out who you want to be with." he told me and I

sighed. " I'm just telling you that Jacob loves you a lot, he talks about you daily."

" Really?"

" Yeah."

" Well.....then tell him to talk to me more!" I snapped shocking Roc.

" What?" he asked getting confused I stood up.

" He's rude to me, he ignores every word I say! I feel like he doesn't love me!"

" He does love you."

" Yeah well I want to here him say that to me, not his friend, no offence Roc." I got up

and stormed off back to my own house.

" Alex wait!" Roc called but I kept walking. I don't have time for this crap.

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I got back home and fell onto the couch. I buried my face into a pillow and screamed.

What am I gonna do? Jacob needs to talk to me seriously. I'm getting tired of waiting for

Him to notice me. He used to be the greatest boyfriend in the world. What happened?

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I got up and went to answer it. I opened the door

And saw Malcolm standing there.

" Hey, I saw you run up to your-" he began but I cut him off by hugging him tight. I began

To cry as he hugged me back.

" Jacob is ignoring me." I said into his shirt. I buried my face into his neck and he held

onto me tighter.

" It's going to be okay Alex." he said into my hair. I just continued to cry. Malcolm made

Me feel safe. That's all that matters at the moment.

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We both sat down. Malcolm still had me wrapped in his arms. He kept stroking my hair

trying to calm me down.

" It's going to be okay Alex." he told me and I sighed.

" I can't believe you're here helping me get better." I said looking up at him.

" What do you mean?" he asked.

" I know you hate Jacob and you would do anything to have me all to yourself." I said.

" I don't hate him, I'm not a hater, I'm just not fond of him." he said which made me

laugh a little. " Even though I love you so much, I'll always continue loving you as a best

friend, and best friends help out."

" Thank you for helping out." I said starring into his eyes. Then I kissed him.

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I pulled away and looked at him still with a few tears in my eyes.

" Why did you do that?" he asked.

" I'm sorry, I just really needed to kiss you." I told him. " I don't know why I just did."

" Oh." he said still holding me.

" Why what's wrong you didn't like it?" I asked.

" No it's not that I just never thought you'd kiss me." he said smiling a little.

" Oh yeah I guess it was just the spur of the moment." I said with a laugh and he laughed

too.

" Yeah I guess." he repeated. He removed his arms from around my waist then stood up

and walked towards the door.

" Where you going?" I asked also getting up.

" I have to get home, it's pretty late." he said.

" Oh yeah guess it is." I said. " Well bye."

" Bye. Don't forget about our trip to the beach." he said smiling.

" I would never."

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