Two Worlds

Chapter 13: Goodbye

Chapter 13: Goodbye

Courtney's POV

"Oy*hik* kuha pa*hik* kayo ng alak*hik*"

"Tama na yan. Lasing na kayo. Boys iakyat nyo na yan."

"Doraaa!*hik* shpongebob! Shan na*hik* kayooo? Huhuhu"

"Hahaha! Lakas ng tama neto oh!" Clayton.

Bumuntung-hininga ako. Sino ba kasing nagpasimula netong inuman na to? Tapos iinom-inom di naman kaya. Tss.

"Ge. Akyat na kami Ney."

"Bela, ikaw nang mag lead ng way papunta sa mga kwarto nila."

"Okay."

Samin kasi, kaming dalawa lang ni Bela ang may high alcohol tolerance kaya yung dalawa, bagsak.

"Tsk."

"Happy Birthday ulit!"

"Ilang beses mo na ba yan sinasabi?"

"Tsk! Parang sinabi lang ulit."

"Ewan ko sayo. Tara dun tayo sa labas"

"Tara"

Habang papunta kami sa garden, magka-holding hands kami.

Naiilang pa din ako. I want to remove his hand but i just can't. Nakokonsensya ako na baka..baka...

"Hey. Stop over thinking will you?"

"I just can't help it."

"Ano ba yang iniisip mo?"

"Wala wala."

"Talaga lang ha?"

"Tara upo tayo."

"Hmm. Bat nga pala nandito tayo?"

"Wala lang. Bakit masama bang magpahangin ngayon?" Sarkastiko'ng tanong ko.

"Hahaha. Hindi naman. It's just that, hindi ikaw yung tipo ng taong magyayaya tumambay."

"I have a favor." Di ko alam kung tama ba tong gagawin ko.

"What is it?"

"You can do anything with me, make love, or what so ever."

Nanlaki naman ang mata nya sa sinabi ko.

"Are you serious?"

"I'm damn serious here"

"HAHAHAHAHA!"

"Wag ka ngang tumawa! Walang nakakatawa!"

"Hahaha.. Pfft.. Hahaha. Okay okay kakalma muna ako."

At ayun tumawa ng tumawa ang gago.

"Ano na?" I asked.

"*sigh* baby, you know what, bata pa tayo--"

"I know."

"Then why you asking me to make love with you?"

"I don't think you can see me after today."

"What'd you mean?"

"Wala, I'm just kidding."

"Well. Hindi nakakatawang biro yun."

He's serious as fck. Dammit! Sana hindi ko na lang sinabi.

"Tara pasok na tayo."

"Mabuti pa nga." He said.

--kinabukasan--

Nagising ako dahil sa tunog ng cellphone ko.

Maingat akong bumaba sa kama ko dahil nasa tabi ko lang si Kaz. Walang nangyari pero I insist na tumabi sya sakin. Natulog kami ng may harang na unan pero baliwala din. Mukha na ba akong desperada? Well you can't blame me I love him.

Sinagot ko ang tawag at narinig ang inaasahang boses.

Biglang sumeryoso ang mukha ko.

"Ge. Papunta na ko."

I need to act natural. And sad to say, I need to act like they can fool me.

"I'll come."

Nagulat ako sa sinabi nya. Mukhang di naman nya narinig ang usapan namin. I sighed in relief.

"No, you can't"

"I will come." May diin nyang sabi.

I sigh, ayokong mapahamak sya.

"You can't come with me. I'm sorry"

"Kahit anong sabihin mo, sasama pa rin ako"

"Ang tigas ng ulo mo!"

"I'm just concern! You are my girlfriend and I'm incharge to make you safe!" Puno ng pag-aalala nyang sabi. Mukhang naghihinala na sya.

I glance at my alarm clock. Sht. It's already 6:00 am, I need to be there before 6:30.

"I have to go"

"I'll come with you"

"Fine"

We headed to garage. Wala pa kaming ligo, hilamos, toothbrush. Nagpalit lang kami ng damit.

Before we enter the car we'll going to use, I scan the whole car and remove the devices.

After that umalis na kami.

Nag-usap kami tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay at inamin ko na din ang dapat aminin na syang ikinabigla nya.

Habang nagd-drive, humanap ako ng liblib na lugar kung saan may bangin.

I know.. And I'm very sure na pinapasundan nya ako.

"Kaz, tandaan mo ang sinabi ko sayo. And please, kahit anong mangyari sakin, act natural. I know that's hard but I'm begging you. Kahit ngayon lang. Please be safe"

"Courtney... I promise you that. But please, be safe too. Iloveyou baby" naiyak nyang sabi. Wala talaga syang alam. I know that after this day, he's going to be devastated. I know I'm selfish but hang on Kaz, dadating din ang tamang panahon.

"Iloveyou too." I retorted and smile."In a count of three Kaz, jump off of this car as fast as you can. Please be safe."

"What?! What the hell?! I thought sinusundan ka lang at ililigaw mo lang sila?!"

"1"

Masakit. Masakit din para sakin mawalay sayo Kaz. Hindi ganun kadali sila iligaw.

I heard all the cuss na pwede nyang sabihin.

"2"

I started crying. I hope hindi ka makahanap ng iba.. I hope ako lang kahit magkahiwalay tayo. I'm selfish I know.

"Dammit Courtney Miracle! Answer my goddamn question. Fck!"

Masakit makita na yung taong mahal mo, naiyak mismo sa harapan mo. I have to do this for the sake of my love ones.

Wala nang natitirang oras. I click the automatic unlock ng kotse.

I hugged him as tight as I could.

"I hope you still hang on in our relationship. I'm begging you. Dadating din ang tamang oras para satin at sana sa oras na yun, wala ka pang iba. Iloveyou."

"Fck Courtney! Don't do this baby. Please."

I open the passenger seat's door

"Please take care of yourself. Goodbye"i whispered between my tears.

"3"

I immediately push him out of the car.

I have to do this. I need to sacrifice something.

And with that, my car fell on the cliff then explode..

...kasama ako..

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Di ko matiis. Lol. Teaser para sa life turning events.

Sorry for the typos and grammatical errors.

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