ONE SHOTS ft.AD

Kiss you

Kiss you - One Direction

Hi! been out for a while. Sorry to keep you guys hanging! but well here it goes! :)

Den

"Seriously Dennise?! Gosh. After all that he has done to you, isang 'sorry' lang and kaboom! pagbibigyan mo na ulit?" Ella, my bestfriend said out of disbelief. yep, on and off na kame ni LA but what can I do? mahal ko sya.

"Punyetang pagmamahal naman yan. besh! lahat na ng katarantaduhan nagawa na ng magaling mong boyfriend, jusko naman! hay nako, bahala ka nga dyan, wag kang makaiyak iyak saken pag iniwan ka ulit nyang LA na yan ha?"

and Ella, left. wow. Am I really that stupid?

Sa team besh, Ella is the one whose been very supportive samin ni LA. No hurt feelings towards Ly,and Amy, though. The other two supports me naman, pero tuwing may times na magaaway kami, si Ella talga yung matatakbuhan ko. Si Ly kase,una pa lang, ang stand na nya "Ok fine. Okay lang na sagutin mo sya, as long as you're happy, then Im happy for you. Pero that doesnt mean na I like him for you ok?". Well, same thing for Amy too. And now, looks like Ella has given up on me na. Grabe. ganun ba ako kahirap mahalin na lahat ng tao sinusukan na ko? lahat umaalis?

Naramdaman ko na maiiyak na ko, so bago pa man ako magmukhang tanga I've decided na magpunta sa secret sanctuary namin ni Aly. yep, namin. Even Ella and Amy doesnt know it. Haha selfish ba? lol. Tumatakbo ko papunta dun when I suddenly bumped into someone. To my surprise, si Aly.

"Hey! whats with the running? madaling madali? san punta?" sunod sunod nyang tanong.

"To our place. " I answered coldly

"Hm. May I join my bestfriend?" she asked, with too much sincerity.

Di ko na lang sya sinagot, instead,I countinued walking hanggang sa makarating kami. This place, witnessed everything about me and Ly. About our friendship. Mula first major heartbreaks and frustrations and rants. As in lahat.

we sat there in silence. I dont know how, and when did we got this cold with each other. dati araw araw halos kami magkasama, araw araw kamign tumatambay dito at non-stop ang kwentuhan. Now look, parang di kami magkakilala.

"Den.... Im sorry." she uttered, out of nowhere while staring at her feet.

"Why are you saying sorry?"

"Im sorry for not being a very supportive bestfriend to you.Sorry kasi sa lahat ng away nyo ni LA, ni isa dun di kita nadamayan. I've been selfish. Inuna ko sarili ko. Sorry Den. Sorry" and I could feel her voice turning shaky.

"Ganun na ba ko kahirap mahalin, Ly? na lahat na lang sinukuan na ko? Mom left us, and Dad doesnt give a fuck about me. Si LA, naghahanap na ng iba. si Ella, sinukuan na din ako. What did I do to deserve all of these shits?" at tuluyan na nga kong nagbreak down. Lahat nung sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon, nialalabas ko na. People often see me as a heartless bitch. Mataray. Little do they know, behind those killer smile I give them, behind those camera flashes is a broken Dennise Lazaro.

Ly scooted over and hugged me, so tight. damn. How I missed being enveloped in this hug. God knows Ive been longing for this warm hug for a long time. No, not just the hug, but Im craving for affection and attention.

"sssh. No Dennise. Hindi ka mahirap mahalin. Im sorry for being selfish. I missed you, Den. God knows kung gaano ko gustong suntukin si LA whenever Ella and Amy will tell me na nambabae sya, nagaway kayo and etc. NaDissapoint lang ako, kase mas binibgyan mo sya ng time kaysa samin. Sorry Den. Not gonna happen again, I promise."