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Day Fourty-Three

To: Gavin Free

From: Ray Narvaez Jr.

Sent: September 13, 2017

Well I texted him. He never texted me back. I know it is what I expected to happen but still, I guess I must have been holding out a glimmer of hope. So fucking stupid.

I'm a horrible person. He is still hurt over losing you and I am sitting here hoping that he will give me the time of day. I mean, we all still miss you but it's not the same as him.

Fourty-Three days. So much has changed in such a short period of time. Thinking about you and how things were before hurts me. It hurts my head and it hurts my heart. Damn you, Gavin. Why did you get in the plane?

I'm going to a bar tonight. I need at least one day to forget and if that means I need that alcohol shit to help me get there, then so be it. It's going to taste so horrible though.

I'll talk to you tomorrow Vav. I'm about to head out. Wait, someone is knocking on my door. What the fuck? It's 11 PM. Who the hell is bothering me now?

I'll tell you about it tomorrow. I'm going to give this ass a piece of my mind for bothering me so late.