Day Fifty-Six

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To: Gavin Free

From: Ray Narvaez Jr.

Sent: September 26, 2017

What have I done?  No wonder he wouldn't tell me why he didn't speak to me.  I can't believe this is happening and I can't believe it happened like this. I can't believe we had sex and I didn't even remember it.

I fucked up everything. He still loves you Gavin. Hell, I still love you, but I am also in love with him. I messed him up and screwed with his head.  I'm such a fucking bad friend.

I don't know what to do Gavin. I don't know if he will ever want to be my friend in the same way or whether he never wants to see me again. I need to go back home and forget about this.

Thank god my flight leaves tomorrow. No one will ever have to deal with my shit ever again.

I'm sorry Gavin. I'm sorry I did that to the man you loved. I'm sorry for everything.

I'm sorry

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