Bringing it carefully, you picked up Moa's jacket from the laundry. You brought it to some expensive laundry using your savings. There is no way she will accept it gracefully if you return it to her just like that. You laundry Yerin clothes as well.. that took half of your savings.You should keep some distance from them.Knowing your place, where you belong.
"Yerin, thank you for lending me your clothes. I've washed them.." You wanted nothing to do with any of them.
"Y/n, it's okay. It looks good on you. You can keep them. I still have another shirt like that."Yerin reassured you.
"No, thank you. I'll put it here." Yerin was nice however young miss like her were not supposed to be friends with someone like you.
"Okay then.. Is that Moa's?"
"Yeah.."
"Let's go together." Yerin walked with you. She talked about Yoongi. That guy gave you uncomfortable feelings. Since the encounter at the cafe, you were too embarrassed to see him. Like you better drown yourself in the sea than have to face him, "Actually he asked about you."
"Ah.. he did?" You asked awkwardly.
"Yes, my brother seems harsh but he is a good boy." You could tell by how he came all the way just to warn you to reject Yerin nicely.
Good boy.. he seems bothered all the time, his silence was frightening. You had no intention to stick around them. You thought you would avoid them as best as you could.Moa was sitting with her other friends, showing off her new designer bag.
"I wanna return this." You said straightly, handed the plastic bag to her.
She looked at you amused, "It had been a few days. Why did you just return them now? Did you wear them to see your other poor friends?!" She snatched the jacket harshly.
"I brought them to the laundry , that's why it takes a long time to return." You explained.It wasn't like you expected her to say something nice but why can't this girl stop giving you attitude? She was the one who threw a bucket of water on your head after all.
"You really think I want to keep this after you wear them?" "I'm worried your smell stained them." She threw the jacket to the nearest trash can. Your heart clenched. She threw it as if it was nothing. If you knew she would dump them, you shouldn't have washed it for her.
"Moa! You are being rude." Yerin couldn't stand to hear her anymore.
"Yerin, honey, what did she say to you? Come here, don't get too close to her." Moa pulled Yerin to her side, "Yoongi told me not to let you be friends with her."
"Release my hand, you are a terrible person, Moa! Y/n, let's go." You didn't hear Yerin talking to you. All in your ears was an unstoppable insult coming out from Moa's mouth.You dashed out from them, Yerin was about to chase you but Moa held her in place.
"Why did you wanna be friends with her anyway? Min Yerin, she is trying to use you to get close to your brother!"
"Seems like you are the one who uses me to get close to my brother!" Even Moa treated her nicely, she treated the others that were no use to her like garbage. Yerin dislikes her behavior.
"What are you talking about? I'm sincerely being your friend."
"Then you wouldn't mind if I tell Yoongi that you treated someone badly. You must know Yoongi likes injustice the most."
"Why are you threatening me now? Is she more important than me, your best friend?"
Yerin scoffed, "You don't even listen to me. How was that a best friend? Don't come around me anymore. You are a disgusting human being." Yerin glared at her as she left to look for you. Moa smiles wickedly.
So how this turned out. She won't let you study in this college peacefully ever. She will torture you day by day until you decide to quit.You were an easy person to deal with, your scholarship was the most important thing.She could make you give up on it.
You were arriving on the rooftop, catching your breath as you fought back the tears that were threatening to come out. Your legs gave up, you were scrunching on the floor. Crying.
Hobi was smoking as he used to do. The loud bang from the door startled him.You didn't seem to notice his presence yet.
He could hear you sniffling.
"Y/n?" Why would he be here again? He didn't see it. Hoseok pressed the cigarette butt to the ground. You were hesitant. Either you run back or you stay. Hobi approached you, scrunched down in front of you. He was at a loss for words, he knew how high your ego was. You wouldn't answer if he asked what happened.
You were too embarrassed to continue to cry in front of him. But the more you pressed them down, the stronger the urge to release pain in your chest. You had no dignity, in front of all of the rich students here. You weren't even fit to clean their shoes or jacket.
"Everything will be alright, Y/n.." He wrapped his arms around you, embracing your figure gently. Patting your back. In normal situations, you would never ever let someone comfort you like this. Let alone him who you barely know. But this time you needed it.
"I hate all these rich kids.. they thought they could walk all over me... and they did..I couldn't even defend myself." You cried, "I let them stomp on my head.. I'm a loser.."
"You are not.. just because you let them it doesn't mean you lose your worthy Y/n. It's just that you have the bigger heart.." Was there someone who bullied you in this university? He didn't pay much attention, but there were rarely bullying cases in the college.
"I don't have a big heart. I'm scared they will take away the scholarship from me.. so I don't fight back.."
"You are standing on your ground Y/n. There is no shame in that. You fight back in your own way. You.. you protect what's important to you.." You knew what he was saying was the right thing but at what price.
"You don't understand.." Pushing him away, you wiped your tears, "You are their friends. You won't understand what I've been through." You stood up.
"Is it my fault if they are my friends? You shut yourself from people around you. I greeted you from time to time but you always treated me coldly. I wanna be friends with you too.Or if you don't like me that much, how about Yerin? She is a nice girl."
"I can't..." Moa was her friend, there was no way she would choose someone like you..
"See, there is your problem. You don't want to come out of your shell."
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Fanfiction"Scholarship girl." Yoongi tilted his head, did he talk to you? Scholarship girl.. he had to mock you like that? "If you don't learn to speak for yourself, nobody will hear you. People will keep stomping on you." You already know that.. but what pow...
