"Hobi will marry Yerin."Yoongi spoke this fact again to remind that it was impossible for you to get back with him.Plus, will you take away someone from your best friend..? "..." You and him broke up a long time ago.He left you without words. He didn't even break up properly with you, he just left and came back as Yerin's fiancé.
"It doesn't matter to me whether you are his ex or not. I love you." What you and Hobi had back then he did not want to compare with his and yours now.
"Hobi and i-"
"I don't ask." He did not want to know, he did not care. What he knew was that you were his now, and Hobi will marry his sister. If that shit ever hurt his sister, that time he won't be so kind.
"Yoongi..." Your chest was aching, you can't explain the pain on them. The tears were already swelling on your eyes.
Yoongi put the box aside, "As long as you stay with me, I will accept you. You don't need to love me.." He was selfish.. He still wants you. Yoongi wiped your tears with the back of his hands, "Don't cry.."
"Why me? Why would you love me? Why would.. you love me..?" Your eyes filled with tears again, you quickly wiped them clean,
"I'm not worthy of you, Yoongi.. I have no parents.. I can't ever support you the way you did to me.." What he did to help you was unpayable debt. Staying with him will also burden him. It made his heart even bitter to see you cry like this, you rarely show your soft side to him. Dating you for a year he only knows a little bit of you.
"You are a very special girl." Yoongi kissed the back of your hands, "In my eyes, you are the most beautiful girl.. I love you because it's you.." "Because you always look strong, because you always try your best, not to impress anyone. I used to hate you.."
"Because you are so dumb by letting people stomping on you." He disliked you at first, you were like a spike on his shoes. Why does this girl always put on a bitter expression, why does she act like the world is against her? Why was she so strong without no one backing her up?
He remembered that time.. when your previous boss, that fat ass cafe owner pressed your head down to apologize to him. He hates that you have to bow because someone was shitty as your boss had to keep running the business.
"I wanna be your strength. Do you hear me, woman?" He caressed your cheeks, "Now be a good girl and sleep here with me, okay?"
You helplessly nodded as he made some space for you. He hopes you understand—
"So the engagement will be at the end of this month before Hobi goes back to the US." Yerin hugged her teddy bear. She was smiling however you did not feel like she was genuinely happy with it.
"I already booked the appointment with the designer you want." You hope this news will cheer her up.
"Yes.." The designer usually did not accept sudden requests like this, but since he was fond of Yerin, he delayed some dresses for her, "Hobi will take me to see the ring tomorrow." You added that in her schedule.
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Fanfiction"Scholarship girl." Yoongi tilted his head, did he talk to you? Scholarship girl.. he had to mock you like that? "If you don't learn to speak for yourself, nobody will hear you. People will keep stomping on you." You already know that.. but what pow...