Circle

I Deserve Everything

You had been staring at the box Hobi meant to give you before he left. What will change after you open this? Nothing. You might know what he was thinking at that time before he came to the conclusion that you weren't worthy of his attention, his affection. You lifted the top part of the box.

Yoongi already saw them first. The scarf.. it was Hobi's.. You touched them carefully. It smells like him. You like the color because it suited him, it was warm just like the owner. He always puts them on you on cold days. Those memories..

You suppress your emotions so that no one could see how bad he broke you. The first person you opened up to. He removed each of your fragile self, layer by layer..Yerin was stronger than you..

To endure her feelings so that her parents could be happy. They raised her, right.You sniffed them. There was nothing that could be smelled from the scarf. Probably because it was kept for so long.. what a shame.. things would never be the same..

You traced his writing too. You decided not to read whatever it was inside. You did not want to regret what he wrote that you miss.You did not want to suffer anymore. From now on, you should let go of him.. so that you could be happy too.

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Hobi loosened his tie. Yerin's words were ringing in his head.You did not love Yoongi.. He threw himself to the bed.Yoongi texted him. After Yoongi dated you, he texted him and told him that you were with him now. He didn't say much, only little words.Hobi did not reply.

He did not know whether he should congratulate both of you or just .. crying his heart out. He asked Taehyung to stop sending your pictures. He wanted to quit loving you if he could. Your smile was brighter now..

You seemed to be happier.. Yoongi treated you right, if he insisted on being with you..You might be suffering right now. When he closed his eyes, he could still remember the two of you in college when the first time he met you, your first words to him, you cursing him.Also your first kiss with him, the first time you initiated to hold his hands or kiss on the forehead. You shared a lot of happy moments with him. He dated you, he knew how precious you were and he wanna keep you from the world so no one will see. His love was selfishHe didn't deserve you.. Reading all your messages everyday repeatedly. He couldn't answer them. If his mother finds out, you will be hurt. However, hearing you did not love Yoongi gave him a little hope. 

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You were in the cafe today, the new manager said there was a problem and she asked if you could come. You came straight from college before heading to the office. Your schedule was packed.

But then you saw Hobi was inside, sitting in the front row in the nearest table to the cashier. Drinking what you assume was latte.

He was bribed by the manager to call you.

"Sorry, I could not find another way." You pulled a chair in front of him.

"Why are you here? I assumed you came to discuss your engagement." You took out your tablet just in case you needed to write some details.

"Y/n.."

"Don't Y/n me, I'm your fiance's best friend and I want nothing to do with you." Not anymore.