I hated the way Chris would make me feel. His loving sweet side could turn straight back to his normal passive agressive and controlling side in a matter of seconds. Everything was my fault in his eyes, he would hit me and it would be my fault. The same with stupid things out of my control for instance the car not starting, my fault. He saw everything black and white and everything was someone else's fault. But he is a good guy, he is just. Misunderstood. Yeah let's go with that. Misunderstood.
With Aubrey it was the complete opposite. He made me feel like I was worth something. Loved, even. But the problem with Aubrey was that he loved me too much, stupid, I know. But I wasn't used to that sort of adoration, so I would ignite some kind of stupid and irrelevant arguement just for something like I was used to in a relationship.
I loved the both of them dearly but in both relationshios there was hurt. So I stuck with what I'm used to Christopher Brown, me and Aubrey we're friends but a relationship between us was too strange for me.
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Inconsolable
FanfictionRihanna and Drake were thick as thieves, butter and bread but they parted ways as friends. Rih has Chris and despite her everything is fine facade, Drake can see right through it even if no one else can. Just resd okay? I'm not good at these things.
