Inconsolable

Chapter Seven - Shit Day

(Rihanna's p.o.v.) 

I looked over at my fuming and intoxicated boyfriend, he probably shouldn't be driving after the amount he's drunk but that's not my main priority right now. He has never been this bad. But I guess he's just becoming more and more paranoid, as I continue to sort of distanced myself from him, he must think something of it all? I don't know what though, there's nothing to think about except maybe Aubrey. Perhaps? But even then  he should know me and Aubrey are nothing. I jus find myself using him. A lot actually. Now I come to think of it. I'm an awful person for using such a nice guy but Chris can't always be there for me. Want am I supposed to do? I need someone. 

"Robyn don't even fucking look at me" Chris growled dragging me out of my daze ever so slowly 

"Why?" I screwed up my nose and crossed my arms

"Cuz I'm trying so hard not to hurt you" he grumbled tightening his grip on the steering wheel as his muscular arms flexed cause the butterflies in my stomach to go wild but I still couldn't pull my gaze off of him. What is wrong with me? Seriously. I know Chris' strength! I shouldn't be testing him. 

"Fuck" he sighed turning off into a darkened lane 

"What are we doing?" I tried speaking without letting my emotions get the best of me but that went out of the window when he ignored me "Chris!!" I panickly stuttered 

"I warned you. But like usual your stupid ass didn't listen" he then put a firm hand on my arm as I reached to get out and I suddenly felt small, weak and powerless as we drove further down the dark lane. I slowly slipped my phone out of my small little clutch bag and opened a new message.

Melissa (mobile);

04:39am; 

"I'm coming to yours okay. 

Please don't question it. 

Chris is mad. I'm scared 

but I'll make it to yours"

Chris? What are we doing" I asked nervously as his dark brown eyes met mine

"You know Robyn. I love you an all. But you just don't listen. We can't have that now, can we??" He slyly smirked as he brought himself closer to me, lifting himself over me leaving me to do nothing but shrink into between the door and the seat.

"Chris" I swallowed harshly as he pressed his forearm against my shoulders pinning me to my submissive position "Bab- baby" I whispered desperately 

"You should have listened" he smirked kissing my neck sloppily and I was beginning to believe that I had made a mistake. Until I felt his fist slam into my ribs bringing my breath to a sudden halt as he sucked on my skin. 

"I know you'll never learn" he whispered to me as his punches became more regular counteracting his psychotic loving motions towards me as he nibbled my earlobe and moved his face round in front of mine.

"Please Chris" I whimpered wearily

"And how could I teach you a lesson baby? If I just stopped at your command? Hmmm?" He paused allowing me time to, I don't know, justify myself? I guess but he had a point. I would never learn. I deserve this in a way.

"That's right, I'm correct aren't I?"

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"You can get out now Robyn. I've had my fun" he licked his lips as he leant over me and opened my door. I looked back at him as my jaw fell open in shock.