Coy Love

Coy Love- 14

"Place your hands in mine and I promise to never let it go"

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I sobbed as I thought about my conversation with Angel, a month had gone by and I had trapped myself in my room in my mansion. I did not answer any text or calls from anyone, I just wanted to cry on my misery.

"So your hiding here." I wiped my tears away hearing Crystal's voice, I looked down as she sat beside me not wanting her to see my red and puffy eyes. I bit my lower lips before clearing my throat.
"I am just tired." I half lied, I was tired with everything has been happening. With my emotions being all over the place, the way my heart felt as if it had been squished.

"Why did you tell me, Callie? Am I not your sister, who you can share your secrets and pain with." I snapped my head towards her, like mine her eyes were red as if she had been crying. It was that moment I knew that she was aware of everything.
"Of course your my sister, Crissy." I said my voice cracking, she shook her head at me before sighing as if she was disappointed.

"Then I am not worth to tell that my sister is in pain, that she is running away from her feelings because of the past." Crystal said, she placed her hand on my palms wiping my tears from my cheeks.
"I-I'm not the one for him, he's perfect and I'm filled with flaws." I said to her to which she shook her head, she cupped my face to make me look at her.

"No one is perfect, Callie. Ace is not, I am not and certainly Angelos is not. We all have our flaws, you have to move pass the past. I want to see you happy, and he makes you happy." She said, I closed my eyes as a sob escaped my lips. I knew she was right, he made me forget all the pain when I was with him, made me feel good about myself that I could be loved and not just for my body.

"I can't. I'll break him, and I won't ever be able to forgive myself if I did that." I said to her, her eyebrows farrowed the pain within them was clear and the frown on her lips. Her hands dropped from my face and on to her lap.

"You know I was always jealous of you. You had our parents attention growing up, you were perfect and I was just plain Jane. You had Ace who id always loved, he was like a lost puppy behind you. Following you around, listening to you. It made me want your life, want to be just like you. But when you went into coma, I realised no matter how perfect anyone is or how they seem does mean it should change you. So I became myself, I made myself better for me and I let go of my past and how childish I was. That's what you need to do Callie, leave what happened in the past you have made pass it and if keep living in the past it will only eat you up." She said and my eyes widened at her words, she had never told me this. I never knew my sister had felt left out, like the black sheep growing up.

Just like I was feeling now, the odd one out.

My life had changed after waking up from Coma, I realised I let myself remain in the pain because of how traumatising it was but I never did try to move past it. I never did attempt to do something that would make me happy.

"I-It's too late. He's getting married, I'd never make it there on time to stop his wedding." I said, feel lost. I had heard on the news that the bachelor and owner of a huge diamond company Mr Angelos Dorian Castellanos was getting married to the daughter of a business tycoon in Greece Angelica Iris Agnes.

"Not when you have a sister who married to a man who is extremely rich." She said making my eyes widen, she smiled at me.
"Will he still want me?" I asked and she scoffed at me with her eye rolling back.
"Is there any man in this world who would not fall in love with my sister? I don't think so." She said, I quickly got up and she followed after me.

"Where you going?" She asked it was my turn to roll my eyes at her.
"I need to crash his wedding." A wide smile appeared on her lips as she threw me her keys.
"Go get your man." She screamed behind me, as I ran down the stairs and unlocked her car. I quickly got inside and began to excel the speed limit to get to the airport.

I knew by now Crissy, had most likely already arranged me a private jet. By the time I reached the air port I got out and began running inside, I barged pass every one and showed my ID and passport before they let me through.

"Miss Callista, I am your pilot and it is my pleasure to be on board with you." The pilot said to which I nodded my head at him with a smile. I opened my phone going on the news, I knew his wedding was tomorrow and it made me hope I would reach there before he tied the knot with the women.

"I love you, Angel. Please don't get married. Not that sounds horrible." I said to myself as I began to practice what to say when I would see him, my stomach twisted and turned in nervousness.
"Angel, I love you. Let's get married oh hell no, I sound like I am begging him to marry me." I frowned before slamming my back on the seat just as the plane took off.

"Madame, a word of advice if you do not mind. When he's in front of you say what comes from the heart, I am sure he will love it." I smiled at the air hostess and nodded my head, I inhaled sharply before exhaling.

This is it. I am coming Angel.