*Sexual content. Viewers discretion is adviced.*
Dear Ethan,
I was right. Hayden walked up to me today at lunch. Our conversation went like this:
"Hey, bitch. Did you bring me my twenty bucks?" he demanded. I winced at his nickname for me, bitch, as I handed over the bill. Hayden looked satisfied, but his dark green eyes darkened. "I've got a new request for you."
"What is it?" I meekly asked.
Hayden chuckled. "I want you," he said simply before slamming his lips into mine. I hated the feeling. I wanted you to be the one who takes my virginity. I squirmed away, but he grabbed me firmly. "You're going to obey or I'll kill you, no-legs."
I have fake, robotic legs. The kids find it fun to call me 'no-legs.'
Whimpering, I slowly nodded.
He pressed me against the lockers, reaching his hand up my shirt. I wasn't going to moan no matter how good anything felt. I honestly hate your cousin now, Ethan. Hayden then ripped my pants off and looked at my lower half. "Who made you this wet?"
"Not you," I replied fearfully. He stuck his finger in angrily and I yelped with surprise.
"Bitch, I made you wet. You think I'm sexy and you've wanted to fuck me since the beginning. Ethan's not here, and now you have me." Hayden then revealed his manhood and raped me.
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Luckily, the principal found him and expelled Hayden. I'm going to be in for it if I ever see him. The principal took me to the nurse, where I sobbed as loud as I could. The counselor came and I found myself saying, "They all hurt me. They know I killed Ethan. They're angry."
An assembly was arranged. A large picture of me before the accident came up. Like usual, we were standing side by side. The principal spoke, "Most of you know Ethan Reins and Emily Ryans." Laughs erupted as people swore about me. The vice went over to control the situation as the principal went on. "They were in a car accident earlier this year. Emily tried to save her friend, but they both fell. Ethan was crushed by the wheels. Emily's legs were crushed and had to be amputated. She now goes to school with two robotic legs, but nobody knows her story of recovery."
I had to go on stage. "At the hospital, my doctor found a suicide note. I was going to kill myself. I could barely function without Ethan and I still barely can. I got signed into therapy.. Bullying at the school doesn't help my situation. My dad disowned my family after the accident and left my mom to care for me."
I then broke down. I was taken off the stage while the principal continued. "Emily is on the road to recovery. Someday, she'll be healthy and happy again, but because of the accident, she'll never have legs again. This is a traumatic experience for a child to go through, and Emily is strong to have gone through it all.
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Lost Half
Non-Fiction{Warning: Contains suicide, sexual items, and self-harming.} I'm heartbroken. I have had a major crush on my best friend Ethan for years, since about the time I met him. I confessed to him a few weeks ago, and when I was following him to the park to...