Dear Ethan,
You are probably ashamed of me because of everything I have done. My therapist, Marcus, has had a lot of influence on me unlike my last therapist.
He said, "Emily, I know Ethan died, but it doesn't mean you have to. He would have wanted you to be happy and not be burdened by him leaving you. Trying to harm yourself would not make him proud or happy. It would actually upset him to see you in the pain you've caused yourself. It's supposed to ease pain, but truthfully, it causes more than was originally there."
I've gotten better, but I've only done it for you. I want you to be proud of me
YOU ARE READING
Lost Half
Non-Fiction{Warning: Contains suicide, sexual items, and self-harming.} I'm heartbroken. I have had a major crush on my best friend Ethan for years, since about the time I met him. I confessed to him a few weeks ago, and when I was following him to the park to...
