You left me
right after we decided to take a break with each other.
Telling me
Nights you'll no longer bother.
Thinking of me,
You will not.
For I have set us both free.
You left me.
You left me.
You left me.
You left me.
Alone.
How dare you?
I loved you!
I read your messages
Over and over again.
'And it feels like we're strangers?'
'No.'
'I just don't feel like talking to you'
'It doesn't feel the same anymore'
Then may I just ask,
What did it feel like before?
Was there something I could not feel
Something that only you could?
Was it even real?
And there I stood.
All alone!
Not crying.
I couldn't cry.
Not dying.
I couldn't die.
My world crumbled down.
My grades tumbled down with it.
And there I stumbled, right into a new bright light.
Still bound to our promise.
Our vows
Our oaths
Our words.
I wanted to live.
I needed to get out of the dark.
I wanted to give.
I needed to live.
Without you constantly popping into my mind.
How do you find me?
Constantly?
I liked it though.
Because you would tell me so
'You feeling better now or still as sad as just now?'
I am not feeling any better though?
I am sick and tired of feeling this way.
And that happened so long ago.
You know what?
I don't care, not about you, not anymore
I know that's not even fair of me but
Life with you was pretty much more of a nightmare.
Goodbye.
(September 10, 2021, 1:25 PM)
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