And there's that feeling again,
That feeling that you can't put into words,
That feeling that makes you
Feel unsettled.
Weird.
The kind of feeling that makes you want to
Stay silent.
And think about what's going on
Inside your head.
Stay silent,
Think something,
Feel everything,
Ultimately finding out nothing.
Until the silence
and solitude,
starts to feel welcoming.
And the longer you stay in this,
Weird state.
The more frustration builds up
Inside.
Because you can't find answers to this feeling.
You can't suppress it.
It's only growing stronger.
Everything felt right then,
Everything feels weird now,
Everything soon starts to feel wrong.
And you don't know why.
You want to be alone.
But crave the 'right' company.
You want to tell someone.
Plead them for help.
Scream to be saved.
To save yourself.
From yourself.
But in the end,
You don't.
Opting to suffer in silence.
The silence you created.
The silence you 'want'.
Because they can't help you.
They won't.
So you sit in your silence,
Spiraling downwards.
Into the darkness of solitude.
Your mind.
(16 January, 2023, 8.44 AM)
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