Bailey's POV
"So... 3 days remaining for our trip. We should make the most of it" Tessa opened the door. I haven't seen or heard her from the past few days. Maybe I was just pre-occupied with all this Niall and Harry drama. She's right though. We should make the most of it.
I stood up and exited our room and went to the pool area. This area is by far my favourite part in this ship. I sat down at the edge of the pool and stared at the shining sea.
I just wanna shut myself out of this world. I should be happy because Harry is with me but I still feel sad and incomplete. Do I love him?
Yes.
No.
My conscience told me. I'm really delusional right now. I'm so messed, confused to be exact. I never notice the man sitting beside me. I turned to his direction and I gasped.
"Uhm... hi Bailey" hearing Niall's voice is just so calming and... no stop it! You have Harry. You have Harry... I keep reminding myself.
"Uh... hello. Wha-" I was cut off by a girl who definetly didn't finish her spray tan.
"Niall! Omg hi! Who are you?" She pathetically batted her fake eyelashes. Who is this plastic girl?
"I'm Bailey... uh nice to meet you?" I said in a confused manner.
"Oh Okay! I'm Niall's girlfriend! Melanie" She squealed. What? Girlfriend? Niall looks clearly disgusted at the antics of this girl.
"Uhm... okay? I gotta go" I stood up but something stopped me.
"Uhm... bitch can you just stop being friends with my boyfriend. Back off you slut" Melanie grab hold of my arm.
"Uh... can you please not be plastic and fake with all those fake tan. Look its even melting. Plus you don't own anyone. You're just a desperate attention seeker who wants to show off and pretend that she's beautiful but really she's not" I spat on her and walked away. Wow that feels good! I heard footsteps from behind and saw Niall.
"Bailey! Sorry about that... she's not really my girlfriend. Management set us up for publicity. I hope you understand" I nodded and walked away. Again. Knowing the fact that Niall and Melanie relationship is for public, makes me calm and relaxed for some reason.
Yes, I know... I still have a little special place for Niall in my heart but what made me mad and confused at him is what he told me and humiliating me. Maybe I'm overreacting!
3 days and all of this mess will be gone. I will be in a happy relationship with Harry which means no more Niall. Melanie can shut up and mind her own business.
I sat on my bed and stared outside the window. Its a bit dark and windy outside which I love. I wish time flies faster so I can go back to my dorm and do nothing but sleep. Lately I haven't slept than before.
I sighed and went inside the shower.
Niall's POV
"NIALL!! WHERE'S MY PHONE?!" Melanie screamed while I was showering inside the bathroom. I should've locked my door. Now that cunt is annoying me.
"I don't know and shut up will ya!" I hissed at her.
"But Niall! My phone is missing!!" She pounded on the door.
"Go away and leave my room! I dont fucking know where your phone is!" I screamed at her. I don't care if anyone is pissed at me.
3 days left and I can get out of this ship. The thing I really hate is girls date me because of my fame. They're really proud because they're dating THE Niall Horan.
Right now I just wanna stay inside my room and maybe... rot. I opened my laptop and logged in twitter. As usual my notifications is blowing up with spams. I don't really read them. Only some. The spams are sweet but I'm not in the mood to read them.
A trend had just started and its between Louis and Naughty Boy. (lets pretend that zain is still a member im sorry if ur crying ;-;)
@NiallOfficial: What's this about #WeWantNoControlAsASingle ?? Haha ! let's tell that to management !! x"
Honestly the trends that directioners start is actually hilarious. It's the weirdest things you could ever trend. I love them anyways and I just wish Naughty boy would stop this mess.
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