I'm Just A Fan (NJH)

Chapter 3 : Cuts and Bruises

I woke up with a throbbing headache and I was very hot. Since I need to go to class I stood up and went to get some Advil out of my medicine cabinet. I went to the bathroom to shower so hopefully all the stress would be gone by a few minutes. I stood there quietly thinking about the concert of what will happen. In the middle of my peaceful shower there was a knock on my bathroom door.

"Tess go away! I'm busy!"

"But I need to take a wee!!!" I decided to end my shower session and blow dried my hair. I got out of the door and went to my dresser to get the usual sweater and jeans when I saw my bag full of razors. I decided to bring one with me just incase.

I left home already leaving Tess behind since she doesn't have any classes for today. Walking through the main door at my uni until I met my bully Louise and Mae.

"Hey slut!! Do you need this?" Louise grabbed my bag and threw it across the hall. I ran up to the hall where my bag is and my books and paperworks scattered all over the floor.

"Where do you think your going?" Mae pulled my hair and kicked me in the stomach, leaving me behind. Ben saw me lying in the floor and when he was helping me, I passed out

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I woke up at a different room. The room is painted in the light shade of blue, a big closet at the side, and vinyls hanged on the wall. Then to my realization I found out I was in Ben's room

"Bailey, are you alright?"

"Yeah just feeling a little dizzy" I tried to stand up but failed to do so because of the big bruise in my stomach area.

"Don't try to move. You're still in pain" He assured me while rubbing his hands on my back.

"But I have classes today. I have a bunch of paper works to submit and they are all due today!!" I groaned, rubbing my temples as he comfortably hum Night Changes.

"Don't stress. I'll submit them for you"

"Thanks though I need to go home so I can rest better... uhm where's my bag?"

"It's at your house already. I already reported Louise and Mae but the principal wouldn't believe me..."

"Oh..." was all I said. I couldn't believe that Principal Welford doesn't believe Ben. Maybe Welford thinks that I'm a lazy bum. Yep, I don't cuss even though ass is not a bad word.

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Ben drove me home and now I'm just sitting while eating some salad I made yesterday.

I suddenly heard a soft voice that was so tempting to follow and obey its commands. I feel so different and with a wink of an eye I'm now running around the halls following the voice. I stopped infront of the my dresser, opened it, and anxiously picked the bag full of razors. I went to my bathroom so I can cut peacefully. I silently took one razor and slid it against my rough skin. Blood oozing out and dripping out of my wrist. I admire the look of blood.

"Just one cut..." I reminded myself. The feeling of one cut can be addicting and it feels so nice to let all the pain. I deepend the cut which made blood ooze out more. All I remembered was my bestfriend screaming and her face in awe then I blacked out.

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I did this literally for 2 hours. Wow ikr!! What do you think will happen in the next chapter????? Comment, Favorite and vote!!! TY

-b.m.b xx