Fighting Destiny

Chapter Thirteen

“If pain must come, may it come quickly.

Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible.

If he has to make a choice, may he make it now.

Then I will either wait for him or forget him.”

Its been a month I've been locked in my room. From time to time someone would come in and get completely ignored then leave. The same dream from the theatre replays in my head even when I'm not sleep.

I haven't eaten in a month and I know changing is going to be hell. I need to talk to Lyell I cant change out in the open knowing that that dude has found me. I cursed getting out of bed my muscles are so tense. I stretched and slipped on gray sweat pants and a t-shirt putting my hair in a messy bun. Leaving my bag since I'm going to school with one purpose.

I ran out the house and to the school using vampire speed and walked inside the school . It was lunch time so I knew he would be easy to find. I walked to his table and stood at the end of it all wolves at the table am I glad that I showered.

"Uh, Lyell can I talk to you."

"No." The red headed girl spat at me. The same girl from math class that day, the same girl that drives my wolf insane.

"I don't believe I was talking to you so shut the fuck up." I spat at her with venom leaking from my words.

I turned to Lyell. "I really need to talk to you."

"I said No!" She yelled leaning over the table and getting in my face. The cafeteria was completely silent know and the tension in the air was fierce.

"Get out of my face."

"And if I don't?"

"ENOUGH! Sarah sit down , you listen to me not the other way around, you do not make my decisions you are crossing the line."

He got up and left the table pulling me out of the cafeteria and to the back of the school area where it was completely empty.

"What is it Alex , are you going to threaten me into doing something?"

I frowned. "I'm not that mean , plus I'm to weak to even communicate with my wolf."

"Why do you need me?"

"Your an alpha , I know you have a pack house , can you put me in the dungeon I have to turn tonight since I didn't feed."

"Why should I?"

"There is a guy , he's a threat to your pack and to you and me as well he almost killed David a month ago he's the reason I am who I am and I'm scared Ill be leaving next week but if my change is interrupted it'll continue while I'm sleep and that's painful."

"Why are you turning again?"

"If I don't feed every month then ill turn every month I haven't left my room for a month so the process has to be done tonight to rejuvenate my body and all my strength so can I please?"

He sighed fine. "After school be in the front don't make me wait"

"Thanks." I turned on my heel and used my vampire speed to get home.

"Are you okay?" Aria asked. I'm surprised she didn't go to school today. I ignored her question and sat on the stair case.

"Did you feed yet?"

"Yeah earlier. You need to."

"We're leaving go pack your stuff." I stood and walked up the stairs.