i've lost my heart to you..

Chapter:12

" sit here and love me"

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'' take care of harry and yourself and please come as soon as you can, this house will feel lonely without you two."

Zayn nodded his head though he knows harry is not coming back in this house ever. They are leaving together but he has to come alone, and he don't know how would he walk without harry beside him. Harry was just behind him with tears in his eyes, when Trisha hugged him whispering enjoy your trip but call me everyday. Zayn lied to her that they are going on a trip for two weeks to spend some time together.  only his dad knows the truth but none of them have the courage to tell her cause in such a small time she has a very special place for harry and if she ever come to know about this Zayn needed to be here, so that he could hold his mother.

They headed for the airport harry was sitting in backseat and Zayn was on the passenger seat. This was the beginning of his ending, something which they started in their wedding night by  exchanging those platinum rings. And indeed it is for good, good for harry cause he'll be happy with his other half while Zayn has to feel the shine of happiness cause his other half is happy with someone else who's not Zayn.

Harry was looking out of the window occasionally  wiping his tears there was an heart wrenching feeling he don't even what is happening to him and why he's feeling the need to run back and engulfed zayn's mum in his arms. Just few months back he was feeling caged in those four walls, but now the things have changed, something which he don't even know himself. When he came marrying Zayn for the first time everything was gloomy that night and that sky is still gloomy but just the thought of Elijah was enough to make those cloudy sky pink in his eyes, but now Elijah is fading in his memories, he's still owning most part of harry but some parts are already coloured in zayn's hues.

" harry we've reached, you need something to eat or drink our flight is two hours late."

Zayn asked while checking his bag that they've their passport and essentials, harry shook his head and sat beside Zayn on waiting chair. He wanted to hold his hand like a night before yesterday, he wanted to feel his warmth, to be close to him just like the couple in front of them was sharing an ice-cream together. Zayn followed his gaze and bought him an ice-cream, but latter threw his cup in bin. Zayn frowned at his action and offered him his own, harry took it with a small smile feeding Zayn with his own hands just the way that girl was doing with her husband and then taking a scoop for himself with same spoon.

"you could have told me that you wanted to share ice-cream with me, see we wasted a whole cup."

Zayn said wiping harry's lips with tissue, harry blushed under his gaze and muttered i'm shy. Soon the announcement begin and Zayn intertwined his fingers with harry not knowing latter was yearning to hold his hand from the moment he saw him in the morning, cause hand holding for him is the most pure and rawest form of intimacy. It makes him forget about Elijah just for a moment but it does help, it  makes him feel that he belongs to someone called Zayn. But deep down he was dying to be in elijah's arms, to kiss him , to ask him that is he okay without harry or not cause he have seen those days as well when Elijah wouldn't spend a minute without him i need you with me every second.

"babe"

" say again''

"babe"

"again''

"babe, babe, babe."

Harry whisper his lips lingering on elijah's mouth just teasing him, he love to make him wait even for a small kiss cause wait is always worth it . Elijah flipped them so now he was on top him looking into his eyes, the curly lad's eyes were close so he pressed his lips on his eyelids whispering my gorgeous baby.

"baby please look at me."

Harry shook his head eyes still close but cheeks were heated up with colour of intoxicating love which they both were experiencing every day, every hours and every second of every minute. yesterday harry celebrated his seventeenth birthday and Elijah made a special portrait for him where harry was sitting on the terrace under moonlight engulfed in his arms. Harry couldn't stop giggling whole night, in the morning his father gifted him his own car saying my son is so grown up now. Harry was so ready to tell his family about him and Elijah, he made up his mind that he would beg his parents to approve their love but Elijah held his hand cause he knows harry's dad would never agree. And he was not ready to lose harry just now when he have all of him. The whole happiness of universe was in his arms and he can't lose it.

"when you call be baby i feel thousands of unknown sensation in my body."

Harry said while caressing his cheeks and latter just pressed his lips on his, savouring the sweet taste of cake they just shared together.

"you're my baby, mine__ always mine." 

" i love you so much Elijah i can't imagine a life without you, please don't ever leave me_please."

Elijah shushed him engulfing him from behind, harry relaxed in his arms and soon fell asleep . Elijah's holds on his body became tighter as the night sink into the ocean of darkness, from few days he was having this feeling that someone would take harry away from him and some nightmares in which harry was not written in his fate and forever. He would write his fate again but letting go of harry is something he can't even think about.

"i've never been in plane, i'm so scared Zayn."

" it's nothing just hold my hand, i would never let you anything happen."

cause i love you and i know i'll feel empty after you'll gone in his arms, but the thought that my pieces that i left behind you and the way i loved you when you were mine instead of being his would always remain with me.

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I updated cause zarry_heart_jade told me she would write threequel of flames for me and five epilogue of ygmd now if she doesn't then I'll sue her in supreme court! That's it!😕

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