love.

philia.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel

philia.

the intimate, authentic friendship.

philia, i know you well. This one i know i felt and feel it to this day. with her. philia is what characterises soulmates, platonic or not. this one is. the first day our eyes met, i knew we were destined to be. because we were so much alike, we had the same dreams, the same lives, we though as if we shared the same brain.

she is my soulmate, i'm convinced of it. she saved me from myself, and i think that i saved her too. we saved each other through friendship. and i am glad we did, because if i hadn't met her who knows what could've happened ?

i think i felt philia for you a long time ago too. when we first met each other, we started as very good friends. but are we still friends now despite the evolution of our relationship. does our first bond persist even with everything else that came after it ? does the first feelings we had for each other are still here somewhere ?

or are we lost for good you and i ? have we lost this too ? we already lost so many things, we already fought so many wars, please, don't tell me we lost another one. why did you have do do all this to me ?

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel