love.

eros.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel

eros.

the romantic, passionate love.

that is were my real question stands.

did we ever had eros, did we ever loved each other that way ? or at least did i ever loved you that way ? do i still do ? i don't know, maybe, one day. eros is one of the most known form of love in the world, it is the love that drive two people that are in love with each other, that want each other.

love has always been something so abstract to me and even more with other people, especially you. you are the biggest mystery i ever had to face. and i think that i am not ready to know if i love you, eros. Because either way the answer would crush me.

althought, on the other hand, will i ever be ready to know ? to accept my fate ? i don't think so. because i am too much of a thinker and i am driven by dear and other emotions that are too strong for me and eat me whole. i wish my emotions wouldn't be so invasive sometimes.

i can imagine locking them away for good and throwing away the keys, but again, i would never get any answers to the questions that keep me awake at night. feeling eros for you would mean that i am a lost cause.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel