love.

erotoropia.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel

erotoropia.

the playful, flirtatious love.

this time i know, i know that i once felt this for you. at very beginning, when things were still bright and simple. when i didn't know how much you could hurt me only with words. This childlike love feeling that i felt when talking to you, i think it is long gone now. wanna know why ? because we are not children anymore.

sometimes, i still wish i was tho. because i was happy ? no. but because old little me was so oblivious of what you could do, because old little me didn't realise how cruel the world was because she was full of agápe.

but today, i know for sure that erotoropia is not what i want, or do i ? this flirtatious type of love represent the love without commission, were you don't have to engage yourself in anything. because that's what being childlike is, but when we get older, isn't sad ?

am i still sad that you hurt me twice already ? am i still wondering if you did this just because we were young and dumd and that you actually regret it ? should i believe in the fact that you'll never do it again ? tell me how to believe in you.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞,
written by äzel