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Felix hadn't talked over anything with the other boys, he just knew he was getting picked up and they were going to the New Year's party.

He had already gotten ready, and he was quite nervous about it. He changed his outfit a total of 8 times before he found the right one. Even than he had to have help from his sister Olivia.

The blonde anxiously waited by entrance outside for seungmins car. It didn't take all that long for them to show up though.

Felix quickly exited the door, and hoping into the front seat of the car that was empty. He got in and immediately turned around.

"You guys didn't need to leave this seat for me." He said softly, trying his best to sound kind.

Changbin smiled, "it's okay! We're fine back here." Felix smiled back as Seungmin began to drive off.

Jeongin suddenly let out a laugh, "we didn't want to sit by Seungmin anyways." The two boys giggled like little kids in the backseat, causing Seungmin to reached his free right arm back in attempt to smack them. Instead, he ended up missing and swerving a little.

It was only then that Felix had realized he didn't have his seatbelt on. He fastened it tightly, making sure it was on safety lock. If he was going to go out.. it was going to be on his own terms. Not by Kim Seungmin.

"You look so cute by the way!" Seungmin exclaimed, glancing over Felix's outfit. The older blushed out of embarrassment and fiddled with his clothing. "Thanks- you guys all look so nice though,"

"You're right, we do," jeongin said flipping his none existent long hair, "along with you of course." He added.

Felix smiled, he genuinely found them all pretty sweet. He's never really had friends, let alone ones that would compliment and reassure him. This was all new to him.

When they pulled up to the party, Changbin was the first to get out the car, quickly followed by Jeongin.

Seungmin turned to Felix, "you ready?" He asked leaning down to get a good look at the olders expression. Felix nodded his head, "yeah, I think so."

Seungmin also nodded, stepping out of the car. Felix waited a beat more, taking a deep breath before joining the others.

When they reached the door, a guy with bright red hair opened the door.

"You guys made it!" He exclaimed really loudly. Felix winced a little at the sudden scream binnie had let out. He watched as the shorter jumped at the red haired guy wrapping him in a hug.

Jeongin leaned down to my ear, "that's Changbin's best friend, wooyoung." Felix nodded his head, glancing over the two again.

When they all walked inside Felix noticed the overwhelming amount of people. Of course he half expected this many people, but maybe he misjudged himself and how well he'd handle the situation.

It didn't take long for Jeongin to disappear much like the older before him. He left with a guy named 'Beomgyu.' They seemed to be really close.

Now it was just Felix and Seungmin.

"I bet you're regretting coming already," Felix shifted tilting his head slightly, unsure of what to say. "No-" he answered, but it sounded like more of a question.

"I am," he sighed, "I always come to these types of things with the other two.. it's not that I hate parties, I actually don't mind them." Felix's eyes furrowed, signaling for the younger to continue.

"It's just that I find them slightly boring, nobody interesting is ever here." He shrugged.

"I get that.. I don't really know anybody here, but I'm not totally hating it." Felix admitted.

"That's good," Seungmin said with a smile, "wanna get a drink?"

"I'm not sure... but I'll come with you."

The two made their way through the crowds of people, Felix's latched onto the back of the youngers clothing in order not to get lost.

When they made it to the kitchen, they were immediately met with a rather small boy who was filling up his cup, and a taller one with dark curly hair standing beside him.

When they turned their attention to the two entering, the smallest ones face dropped for a second before returning back to its gummy smile.

Nothing less was expected from Han Jisung.

"Hello Hannie," Seungmin said naturally. Meanwhile, Felix's head was blanking.

Han greeted seungmin and then looked at Felix, "hey," he said, giving a tight smile. He knew it was quite awkward for the blonde, but he tried his best to be natural.

Felix gave a small wave. Han turned to the taller, "this is my boyfriend Sunwoo,"

Sunwoo smiled, "sunwoo this is.. my friends- this is Felix," han said correcting himself before he went any further.

"Nice to meet you." Sunwoo said also giving his own gummy smile.

"Nice to meet you..." Felix said, his voice a little corse. After the two had left, seungmin let out a long withholded breath.

"That was.. I'm sorry-" he said grabbing a cup and filling it with some water. Felix shook his head, "it's fine.. you didn't know." Seungmin gave him the cup, "here, you look like you need some water right now. Maybe drink later?"

"I think I need one now." He replied with a grim laugh. "Well here," he said grabbing a drink, "take this one too."

Felix accepted, "I think I'm gonna go to the bathroom, I'll be back." Seungmin nodded, making himself comfortable by leaning on the counter, and waiting for the older.

When Felix got to the bathroom, he immediately pulled out his phone.

| Sam. |

Stalker Sam 👩🏻‍🎨
| Lix? |
| are you okay? |

| I could be better... what are you doing right now. |

Stalker Sam 👩🏻‍🎨
| mmhmm I'm at a New Year's party |

| damn, so am I. Are you having fun? |

Stalker Sam👩🏻‍🎨
| wait.. you're at a party? Like right now? |

| yeah, not having fun, I'm seeing some of my exs friends and it's a little awkward.. |

'Sam' was typing for a little, the bubbles disappearing on and off from the freckled boys view. When they finally stopped, Felix just shrugged it off, continuing his drink. He chugged them, discarding of them in the trash.

There's was a sudden knock on the door, startling the boy. He quickly straightened up and took a deep breath before opening the door.

When he did, he was met with a panicked face. The face of a beautiful man. A man he knew a little too well. They both stared at each other, stunned at each others presence.

'No fucking way..' Felix thought to himself.

"H-Hyunjin.."

"Shit."

Suddenly, the youngers stomach didn't feel too well.