20/ the Wondering Why I Wander

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The city life is what I am used to,
The party songs and the trendy dances,
The fake smiles and the obnoxious richness,
The people that care only when parts of me started disappearing— into none,,,

I wonder if any part of me were real
I wonder if they were real
I wonder if I was real
I wonder why i keep wandering—
to a place where i sing of a better life
to a place where i dance to forget the day
to a place where i daydream to replace the night.

Was my life really that bad?
Or was I the problem this whole time?

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