Seasonal depression

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-Woozi-

You were a depressed mess for a few days now. The first snow fall and revealed itself and your seasonal depression was at the highest peak. You would go to work then back home and lay in bed watching dramas or reading books to escape the atrocities in your head. You even stopped replying to text from the most important people in your life. You just simply did not have the energy for anything!

"Hey are you alive you better be dead since you don't answer you phone anymore!" One of your favorite voices was heard. You thought it was all in your head and laid back down.

"Maybe they are not here" another voice appeared now you know it wasn't in your head and rolled your eyes.

"I am not dead and I am right here. Why are you here?" You yelled through the house not even lifting your head. Woozi and Mingyu walked through your room door with their winter jackets still zipped up to their necks and beanies on their heads to cover their ears.

"If you are not dead why can't you answer your phone?" Mingyu asked looking at the mess of clothes all over the room and all the water bottles on your bedside table.

"This doesn't look good!" Woozi whispers to Mingyu. You were a very clean person so this mess definitely wasn't you.

"I don't have the energy to answer my phone." You simply stated pulling the covers up over your head. You heard Woozi sigh and send Mingyu out of the room to find your overnight bag.

"Get up!" Woozi pulled the blanket of the bed. Your skin instantly stung from the cold air hitting your warm body.

"No I am fine get out" you groaned annoyed.

"No you are depressed and you need to leave the house so get up NOW!" You turned to him with a shocked expression on your face that slowly was turning into anger.

"Who do you think you are coming in here and telling me to get up!" He walked backwards causing you to unknowingly get up and walk towards him as you scolded him.

"Your best friend or did you forget about that. Now that you are up go shower!" You looked around and noticed you were standing on the other side of your room.

"I already showered so I'm going back to bed." You rolled your eyes and scoffed. Before you knew it Woozi had pulled you over his shoulder and walked out of the room with you. He went to the laundry room pulled out a pair of sweats with a sweater and got your socks and shoes throwing the outfit at you so you could get dressed.

"Get dressed! I'll pack a bag you are staying with me tonight!" You we're about to protest when you looked at him and he rose his eyebrow on the verge of annoyance.

"Fine!" You grumbled under your breath as you got dressed. Mingyu looked away when you pulled your shirt off and Woozi pretended to be busy on his phone.

"Which hoodie do you want to take?" Mingyu asked going through my closet.

"Any that is oversized!" Woozi answered for you.

"I am done can I go lay back in bed?" You whined hoping he would pity you enough to say yes.

"No come on we are going to get hot chocolate and food then we will go to my place and you can lay in bed there so come on!" Mingyu threw your bag over his shoulder and walked to the door to put his shoes on.

You followed the two of them around the cold snowy city eating, shopping, and drinking hot chocolate. You sat at a cafe waiting for your order mindlessly lost looking outside the window.

"Hey what are you doing for the holidays? I know you are big on Christmas so I want to know what your plans are." You looked over at him taking a sip of your warm drink and shrugged.

"I can't go home this year so I don't think I will celebrate." His face dropped causing you to chuckle.

"No you have to celebrate that's your favorite time of year!" You sighed knowing the truth behind the statement all too well but nothing felt right this year.

"I know but i don't know... nothing feels right this year and you know a lot about me. I mean you are my best friend but you know a lot why?" He looked away from you and looked at Mingyu in line flirting with a girl.

"I pay attention to you which is the bare minimum honestly..." your heart skipped a beat as he looked at you. His walls weren't up anymore. You could see in his eyes that statement had a lot more emotions behind it.

"Did you come check on me because you were worried or was there another reason?" He took your hand in his and shifted in his seat a bit.

"Both! As your best friend I knew you were just depressed and needed a slight break but as the person who has a massive crush on you I was extremely worried." Mingyu walked over with a few plates of dessert causing Woozi to look away from you.

"This is for you Princess" Mingyu placed a brownie cake down in front of you.

"Thank you!" You said excited. Mingyu sat down and started eating his piece of cake while you looked at Woozi avoiding all eye contact with you.

After eating and talking a little longer everyone decided to go back to the dorms. It was starting to get dark meaning the temperature was dropping and no one wanted to be out in that cold.

You were walking and talking when you slipping your hand into Woozi's hand. He squeezed your hand gently and coughed trying to hide his smile but failing miserably.

Woozi opened the door and let you in watching as you immediately went to Hoshi that was laying on the couch watching TV.

"Hoshi I am here against my will! Woozi forced me to come" you laid on top of his causing him to laugh at your horrible dramatics.

"You need to take acting classes from Jun because that was not believable at all!" You also laughed as you laid your head on his chest.

"You are right I'm not here against my will." He paused the TV and looked at you.

"Why haven't you been answering your phone? You know how worried Woozi was? I don't think he's had a full night sleep! You can not and will not do this again understood?" You nodded and pushed yourself off the couch.

"Yes sir... come on woozi we gotta make my small bed on the floor next to your bed." Woozi followed you into his room and watched you start getting the blankets out when he hovered over you and shut the wardrobe.

Your back was pressed against his chest as his arm wrapped around your waist with shaky hands. His head rested on your shoulder but his uneven shaky breath indicated he was nervous.

"You can sleep with me on the bed..." he whispered causing you to stiffen. He felt your body tense so he untangled himself from you and walked to the bed.

"Woozi!" You panicked when you turned around and saw the panic in his eyes.

"I'm sorry I was just... I thought... you can take the bed I'll take the-"

"Kiss me!" You cut him off mid sentence.

"What?" He asked for clarification to make sure he isn't hearing things.

"Kiss me!" You repeated yourself with much more confidence.

"(Y/n) don't feel pressured because I-"

"Kiss me or I will kiss you!" You cut him off again. He knew once you made up your mind there was no going back.

He stood in front of you looking into your eyes for any sign of hesitation. There was none. He pulled you closer to him by your waist and kissed your forehead.

"This will change things..." he whispered.

"I know! But I think it will change for the better!" You smiled as he leaned down and pressed his lips on yours gently.

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