Troye's POV
Tyler grabbed my hand pulling me outside, he then pulled out his phone and called an uber.
We waited about 10 minutes until the car pulled up to the curb.
I walk to the car and Tyler opens the door for me and I crawl in.
Once Tyler was in the car I huddle into his side, wrapping my arms around his torso and burying my head into his chest, thinking about what had just happened, but I couldn't without breaking down in tears. So I wind up just sitting there crying on Ty's shoulder, him doing all he could to calm me down.
It didn't take long for us to get home, but once we did, I was glad. I just wanted to curl up in bed with Tyler, I felt I still had tears to shed, something to do and I had no idea why. I had cried so much in the last half hour, but there was that voice in the back of my head that said, you still wanna cry, Troye, and that's okay. You have been through a lot, you can let out your feelings out. But if you really want something that will help with your feelings then you know exactly what you have to do, you've done it before and you were okay. I know you're worried, but as long as you don't tell anyone and you'll be fine.
And that was it, I knew what it wanted me to do, my question, did I want to do it too?
"You'll never know unless you try." Tyler turned to look at me, just we walked into our flat, "What?" he asked.
"Oh, n...nothing, but hey, I need to use the bathroom. I have a killer stomach ache." I lied.
"Yeah it's fine, but when you're done, I think we need to talk." I walk to him and wrap him in my arms, my eyes once again filling with tears. I place a kiss on the top of his head.
"Okay, I'll be out soon." And with that I walk to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I quickly look around until I find what I'm looking for, my razor sitting on the edge of the tub.
A/N- Go ahead hate me, I know what you're thinking, okay. I know that some of you may be crying, or sitting in a corner or ranting to your family and I totally understand that, I have read a multitude of fanfics in my time and cried, and ranted and sat on my bed staring at a wall, I know what you are feeling and I'm sorry. On a happier note I hope you liked it and I know this is a week late. I will be updating again today or tomorrow. Thx for reading and I love all of you little marshmallows. Xoxo
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