Tyler's POV
BEEP, BEEP, BEEP!!
"Troye, turn it off." No answer. "Troye." Still nothing. "What the fuck, Troye!" I sit up in bed, look at the nightstand and turn off the alarm. I then look down to see Troye's tears stained cheeks.
"Awe, my baby." I gently run my fingers through his hair. Last night, Troye had woken up in tears. When I asked him what happened he said he just had a bad dream, but I could see right through him. I mean, yes, he did have a bad dream, but I also think a bit more then that happened. He just seemed so upset and scared, and that absolutely broke my heart
I felt a sudden shift in the bed and two thin arms snaked them selfs around my waist. "Troye?" I look down. To my surprise, Troye had managed to lay his head on my lap and wrap his arms around me. He slowly opened his eyes, looked at me and closed them again
I giggle to myself, "I saw that."
He smiles "And I heard that." I lean down and kissed him on the head, "Good morning, baby, are you feeling better?" His once closed eyes shoot open and he sits up, "Umm, yeah, totally!" he says giving me a fake smile. "Troye,"
He looked at me like he was going to cry. He tilts his head down so I can't see his face.
"Hey, Troye, look at me, what happen in the dream you had last night?"
"N-nothing..."
"Troye, we talked about this. You have to tell me when things are going on, or I can't help."
"I know but-"
"But what, Troye?"
"It was about Sam, Tilly."
I freeze for a moment but continued. "Tell me everything, Troye."
"Well, it was more of a memory than a dream. It was the day I had first found out that Sam was cheating on me. It was literally everything that happened, from when I walked inside, to the other guy leaving, then our fight, a-and then me running to our room and throwing a pillow at the fucking door." By now there were tears running down his cheeks. I pulled Troye into a hug, him immediately melting into me
"I just wanna stop remembering, Tilly. It hurts too much when I do."
Troye's POV
I really didn't do much that day besides think. I don't know why this was happening, I mean, yeah I knew that what Sam had done to me was something that I would never be able to forget, but now the horrific memories are making their way into my dreams and that's not okay.
"Troye, baby, you okay?" Tyler walked into the bedroom and sat down across from me
"Yeah, why do you ask?"
"Because you haven't left this room all day and you have to remember, Troye, I can see right through you. I can tell that you're really not okay, you're confused, stressed, upset and scared."
"The fuck! How can tell all that just from looking at me?!"
"Because, you're you, and I love you, and everything about you."
Blush finds my cheeks. "Awe, Tilly," it was then that he leans in and kissed me, and wasn't like our usual kiss this one was filled with love and passion and even a hint of lust
He puts his hand on my chest and pushes me so I'm laying on the bed. "I love your eyes," he kissed my eyelids, "I love your nose," he kissed the tip of my nose, "I love your cheeks," he kissed my cheeks, "and I love your neck," he planted small kisses on and around my neck, "and I love your hands and your feet and your arms and your smile and your lips and your laugh and your personality, but most of all I love you, Troye."
I look at him with amazement, my heart practically jumping out of my chest. I place my hand on his cheek, "I-I love you too, Tilly..." Within seconds out lips were connected and he was asking for entry, that I allowed.
"I'm always gonna be here for you, baby. Never forget that." Tyler says pulling away for a moment, tears in his eyes
"Never." I once again connect our lips. His hands find their way to my lower back, then my bum and I jump when they make contact, but it didn't bother me.
We stayed like this for awhile until I slide my hands up his shirt, his belly warm under my touch. He ran his hand through my messy hair.
"You always know how to make me feel better don't you, Tilly?" I say into our kiss
"Mhm" he mumbles, kissing me deeper, it was honestly one of the best nights I had in a long time, cause I got to have some fun, and I got to spend it with my favourite person, Tyler Oakley, and don't think he could agree more
A/N- Hey my fabulous people. Umm I don't have much to say except for IM NOT WRITING SMUT!! NO!! If I tried you guys would be very disappointed in me and I would too. Well anyway please tell me what you think and I'll see you soon. Luv you guys. Xoxo
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