My Love [Bella Swan GxG]

Chapter Seventeen

Piper's Pov
At first glance it was easy to pretend that Isabella Swan didn't exist. In my mind I just pretended she was one of those memories I didn't like, and pushed it to the back of my mind. I just constantly reminded myself that it was for her safety and that in so time she would forget all about me and my family. Perhaps that's more easier said than done.

I missed her scent, I missed her warmth. Hell I even missed her whines, and blush across her face Bella had a strange beauty, she was normal looking yet she was the most beautiful girl to me. I needed to stop this, I just wanted to forget about Forks. It gave everyone a chance to be away from everyone each going to different states or countries to spend time with one another.

I occasionally got visits from Jasper, Edward and Alice would come by the little rental apartment I was staying at to force me to feed or go pretend to be human. It only brought me semi joy. Not even sleeping around made me feel better. We couldn't even get drunk, it was like walking around a empty shell.

I rolled the necklace between my thumb and forefinger glancing out the window my eyes flicking over all the details of the clouds floating freely all through out the sky, the sun was setting at a fast like pace, I could hear the whooshing. Slightly glancing catching the scent before hand, knowing he had a key before hand.

"Hey Jas, I already hunted a couple days ago." I turned around in the chair to face Jasper walking him move to sit across the chair from me in one quick motion, pressing his hand to his temple sitting up firmly in the seat leaning forward to stare at me even more.

"Do you ever blame me Piper?" I flicked my eyes towards him, shaking my head his way, letting the necklace fall and rest back over my neck, running my hand loosely through out my hair a couple times.

"No I don't blame you Jasper. It could happen to anyone, and it was bound to happen that one of us almost attacked someone, you didn't mean to and I don't blame you at all, I don't even hate you. Bella is just clumsy and.. She didn't even realize how dangerous it was being with me. It was just harder being around her." I stared at him even more bouncing my knee a couple times swaying in the arm chair even more sending a soft smile his way.

I heard him sigh a little focusing on me even more peering at me from the edge of his eyes rubbing his fingers all over his palms in place. He was sending quite the calm aura through out the air.

"What do you think she is doing, Bella?" I let my eyes face the ceiling for a moment huffing out a soft breath that I didn't even have from my dead lungs looking back out towards the window.

"I try not to think about her too much... But knowing her she's being beyond reckless and careless. It's just how she is and always is."

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Bella's Pov
It was an erratic thought that struck me. But it seemed the only way to see Piper was in a sense of adrenaline, dangerous situations. It was like vividly seeing her she would look at me with those golden eyes of her. It was like she was judging me telling me not to. It was too dangerous it was the only way I could see her.

In a odd way, Jacob filled this small hole that she had left. Hanging out with him fixing the bikes up it left me with this happiness. Sure it was awkward at first, but he had this raw strength fixing the bikes with ease.

"So what's up with you and this Cullen girl?" I briefly glanced his way, both of us walking along side the beach not much was said at first, stuffing my hands into my pockets of my jacket firmly shutting my eyes for a moment.

"Well it's kinda like- a tough subject Jake." I chuckle a little looking away from him as I suddenly turned around to look suddenly over at the cliff at the loud screaming and shouting looking with wide eyes as Jacob chuckled nudging me as he focused on me.

"Relax Bella they aren't really jumping they are cliff diving. Dangerous hell, such a rush it gives." I watched the smile grow on Jake's face. The breeze blowing through the long strands of his hair. A rush huh? Is that another way hmm? I shook my head a couple times at the thought focusing on Jacob as he spoke.